[harlow]love-struck

[larissa katherine alvey]

some might wonder what would cause this girl to stay after school in the study hall. and usually nothing would because she didn't really like school during school hours, let alone afterwards. but she spent three weeks drowning in sorrow and it had cause larissa to fall back a bit in school. so she needed to catch up because she didn't want to get kicked out. it would be horrible to be kicked out of this school when she had just finally got happy. stella was the reason she was so happy, she was in love with the other girl but she still had the inability to say her feelings and that alone kind of hurt lisa. so she needed to stay in school for as long as she could because she was supposed to graduate but she might get held back which was beginning to seem like a good thing.

either way, she was stuck here in the study hall studying because she was way behind and her teachers were yelling at her. it was really hard to handle all this and she kind of wanted to punch someone as she bit the ends of her pencil and finally just laid her head on the table. "gah. i hate this." she kind of banged her head for a bit before sending her girlfriend a quick text and smiling at the thought. girlfriend. she liked that word because it meant she had nothing to worry about anymore because her sister was still in jail for a very very long time and she felt kind of silly for overreacting. her parents tried to tell her it was okay but she never answered, she avoided ray and alice so they couldn't tell her. yeah..she pushed everyone away for nothing and it was sad.

nut now she is with stella and happy as happy could be. or at least as happy as larissa could be. she was really trying and it was hard but she wasn't really that sad anymore, though sometimes she got upset but she'd call stella and talk. it was nice to talk to people again. she was kind of daydreaming of her lunch with stella today and of her girlfriends lips. they caused a smile to appear on the blondes lips and she was really excited. she didn't realize how daydreamy she looked or how kind of love-struck she seemed but that was what she was. completely love-struck.

word count: four hundred and twelve
notes: i wanted to post it i'll make it pretty and ann outfit in a minute xD