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Post by marco on Nov 20, 2011 22:28:16 GMT -5
It had been three weeks since Marco had started dating James, and only two weeks since he had raped her. Since she tried to break it off. Tried to tell him that she didn't want to be with someone who was looking for sex. But no, James couldn't take that could he? He had to get what he wanted, even if it meant rape. He took her virginity. It didn't leave here like she had hoped, being with someone she cared for dearly. No, it was ripped away from her. along with a little bit of her soul. She wasn't the same Marco. She tried her best to be the same, for the sake of her friends. Behind those walls though, was a broken girl who constantly cried herself to sleep. Tossing and turning from lack of of it. Or when she actually fell asleep, was pulled into horrid replays of what had happened.
Now though, Marco Elizabeth McAllister was crying for a different reason. A whole new thing that was mixed into this mess. Now Marco was crying at the fact that she was pregnant. Yep, pregnant with James' rape baby. The whole idea of having a kid scared the blonde adding that the father was her rapist? Well, you can only imagine how horrible she felt. How heartbreaking it was. She was torn on what to do. At this moment she needed her best friend, but she wasn't going to ask for him. She had lied to him, that was the worst she could do.
So what did the blonde do? She sat in front of the toilet, crying her eyes out. She went through 2 packs of pregnancy tests, most of which came out positive.
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Post by matthew drew ballard on Nov 20, 2011 23:29:55 GMT -5
 
Matthew Drew Ballard, rolled his ass out of bed, because he had duties to take care of. Ever sense his best friend in the whole wide school/world had been dating or broken up with the James Shae asshole she had been acting weird. Sure, at first not that he would admit it he was jealous and well he wasn’t really aware of these feelings until this wake up call, so when she got on chat about two weeks ago and told him that she was breaking up with James because he just lied eating face the boy was disgusted but happy at the same time. This and the fact that he wouldn’t have to share her for thanksgiving because he wanted to blow up a turkey and there wasn’t anyone he would rather blow up a turkey with. The boy walked his ass down to the showers got all clean, because he didn’t like stanking up people’s rooms and because it was his Marco Woman. He got dressed and took the dirty clothes back to his room and put his clothes in his hamper and got his key and phone.
Matt, swung his keys around is fingers and made his way from the guys halls to the girls and to the third floor without really telling Marco he was going to show up, but he kind of tended to do that, and usually it would be fine. He adjusted his cap and made his way to the door knocking on it in a clever like beat like he usually did it kind of gave her the hint that it was him, because he didn’t want to just barge in she had two other roommates now so he was playing considerate although he wouldn’t normally care if he saw boobs and vagina and all that good stuff, but his Marco had to live with these girls and he didn’t want to cause trouble for her.
”Marco I’m going to grow old and die out here” he said just joking really, because it was taking her a little bit and he wondered why. He hoped she wasn’t still sleeping or some shit, but if he was being honest with himself he was partially worried he hoped everything was alright.
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Post by marco on Nov 21, 2011 0:11:20 GMT -5
Marco sat there clutching a pregnancy test. Her crying had toned down to small whimpers now, but she was still just as terrified. She hiccuped wiping her face. She needed to do something about this before it was too late. Keep the baby? Go through with it? Abortion? The thoughts rolled through her mind. Her mother wouldn't approve of her having a baby in high-school, nor would she approve of abortion. Then again, who said she needed to tell her mother if she did have one? The mere thought of children now terrified this blonde to no depth. She loved them dearly but could she take care of one? Go through being pregnant and stay in school? She could barely handle herself! Sure she had a mature stable side, but to change her ways so fast? She didn't have the courage to do it.
Her reacquiring thoughts were soon interrupted by a rhythmic knock on the dorm room door. She gasped, she should have known Matt would come see her, he always did. What did she say?, do? He would be able to tell she had been crying by how red her eyes were. She looked horrible. So she did what seemed like a good idea t the time. She rushed. She grabbed all the tests that were scattered on the floor. She shoved them into the garbage not noticing that she was missing one. She was taking too long. Marco knew Matt too well if she wasn't replying to him, he would worry.
"I..I'm not feeling...well! Please...just...just go?" She bit her lip hoping that he would fall for it. Hoping that he would actually leave her be instead of being the helpful caring guy she fell in love with. So she sat there on the floor of the bathroom, clutching her knees to her stomach. She felt the tears coming again. "Please Matt? Just...Go?" She covered her mouth when her voice cracked a little on the last word. Swearing at herself mentally
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Post by matthew drew ballard on Nov 21, 2011 0:38:36 GMT -5
Matt had no clue that that James guy took advantage of her she said they didn’t have sex and Marco wouldn’t lie to him that he knew of. Though at the moment he was on his way to her room and she was crying over pregnancy tests. Matthew would be confused, but it would probably be because she wouldn’t have wanted to make him worry or she knew too much and figured it would make him jealous. That James Shae, guy and him had yet to meet up but Matt wasn’t afraid to fight. He hadn’t seen him in person just on chat, but he didn’t like him, because of Marco and getting ditched though it was Marco’s choice not James, but he was the cause of it all. He got to her door and he heard nothing no girls moving about nothing. He stood out there worried for the moment and then all of a sudden her heard a whole bunch of noise as if there was a panic going on. ”what the fuck?” he asked himself looking at the door and lifting a brow.
What the hell was going on in there it didn’t sound right and it didn’t sound normal he would have expected that Marco was probably like laying about in bed and rolled out or something that was what he came to the door expecting. Though this didn’t sound anything near that. ”Marco” he said tapping the door again only to hear her call out that she didn’t feel good. That was no excuse she knew he would take care of her if she didn’t feel good that was just how he was when it came to the girl. Why? He was crazy about her. ”Come on just let me in.” he said after that.
She repeated herself to just go and her voice cracked her heard it. ”Are you crying?” he asked raising a brow against the door he reached for the knob and it was lock. The boy shook his head he was a troublemaker, he wasn’t afraid to let himself into her place especially because he was ever more so worried now. He took out his pocket knife and looked left and right before picking the lock and well busting in really. He shut it behind him and looked around for her and when he didn’t see her he saw the bathroom light on under the door. ”Marco, I’m coming in now and you can shoot me later okay.” he said and opened the door to see her clutching her knees instantly he got down on the ground in front of her his other hand landing on a pregnancy test so he didn’t get a chance to ask what was going on before he knew. He picked it up and looked at it and it read positive. First thought was she fucking lied to him..Second thought he sighed and he moved to her side taking her into his arms this explained all. The her not wanting him here, the red eyes, the cracked tone, but he wasn’t going to be an asshole because he loved her.
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Post by marco on Nov 21, 2011 1:05:22 GMT -5
Marco wasn't one to slip up. she could usually pull herself together at troubled times, make sure everything was spic and span, and act like it wasn't that big of a deal. But as started before, this wasn't any ordinary troubled time. This was her future at stake. So the blonde was too busy crying and having a complete meltdown to notice the left out pregnancy test that Matt would soon find. Nor would she know that her best friend is picking the lock on her door. So when He said he was coming in her eyes shot towards the bathroom door and she shook her head. "No Matt please!" But she was too late, he was already inside. Already making his way to her side. Then she saw him with the pregnancy test and her mind went berserk. Screaming at herself for being so damn stupid and leaving it out, for missing that one little thing. Hell though, she couldn't keep this from Matty. Maybe the rape, but bow that she was pregnant? It was too big to keep it a secret. She burst into fresh tears all over again. Crying like a baby. You'd think after hours of it, her tears would go dry.
"I-I.." She shook her head and looked at her best friend, the boy she loved so dearly. "I'm so sorry Matty!" She couldn't lie anymore, she couldn't keep it all a secret. She needed to fix this. "I..I should n-never have lied...I was scared...I..I didn't know what to do." She buried her face into his chest. She needed to tell it from the start. Even if she was scared.
"I..I should..have listened! I-I should have taken Jazzy's warnings about him.." She shook her head and clutched onto him. "I didn't want it..I didn't want it.." She whimpered out. "I said no...I did..I hit back..I tried..But It didn't work..It wouldn't help..He-he." She let out a sob. Clutching onto Matty as if he were her only lifeline. She looked up at him with a tear soaked face before closing her eyes again. "He took it away...He ruined it...It was suppose to be with someone I loved..It was suppose to be lovely...Now I'm scared. It hurt...." She whimpered. Of course she was talking about her virginity, but she couldn't make herself for the wards 'Raped' or 'virginity.' She could only hope that Matty knew what she was saying. Hoped that he didn't ask her to repeat what James had done to her. It was too much.
"Now..Now this? I can't Matty I can't..I..I." She started hiccuping, her breath was gone, and she was gasping for air. Coughing and crying all at once. She needed to calm down, but it was too hard. The replay of it all was happening again. Replaying like it was real all over again.
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Post by matthew drew ballard on Nov 21, 2011 1:53:10 GMT -5
Matt was not sure what was going on to be honest he just knew what he heard sounded like a cracked voice. Marco was a strong girl heck he was a woman in his opinion like he called her his Marco Woman, but also because it was selfish and she was his in his kind of twisted little mind. The fact that he heard one small slip up was abnormal to him so of course he wasn’t going to stay out in the hall and just let her be. Yeah, like he was going to stomach that just walking away...she knew better than that, but before she knew it he was at the bathroom door and he heard one last plea before he entered and discovered it all the tear struck face, the pregnancy test, and his scared best friend. He shook his head at the plea as he was at her side now. The pregnancy test was stunning to him, because well he had no clue it baffled him, but he wasn’t going to sit there and degrade her for this or anything he didn’t know the details and he wasn’t going to judge her. He had sex that was meaningless with others, but her tears, her breaking up with that dude, being a piece of ass...if you added sex into the equation it didn’t add up. This pregnancy thing was heavy shit. Hell, if he got a girl pregnant he didn’t know how he’d handle it, but here she was single, pregnant and...matt was kind of pissed her wasn’t going to lie to her so he took a deep breath and let it sink so she could explain he didn’t want to upset her anymore than she already was.
Suddenly she began to choke on her words and that wasn’t like her at all. It was such a raw emotion he hadn’t seen from her before. ”For what?” he asked almost instantly before she explained she was sorry for lying. He shook his head. ”Marco, don’t be sorry its okay” he said in reference to the lie. ”Scared?” he asked in a questioning tone not wanting to believe it, but soon enough his questions would be answered. He held onto her and lightly stoked her hair as her face was buried into his chest he kissed the top of her head. ”I’m sorry.” he said in a whisper not really knowing what to say, but he was sorry.
Then the girl starting going on about how she should have listened and Matt just kind of watched her as she clutched him reading into it as she spoke. Yeah, he was beyond belief pissed how could someone hurt her? Why would someone hurt a girl. That was a bitch move. Sure, he was an ass and disrespectful, but she was choking on her words about how she didn’t want it. He was fucking dead! Or well Matt would at least try and inflict pain on him that much he already knew. He just shook his head some and his thumb reached her face as her eyes shut stroking away the tears even though she had every right to cry. He hated to see her like this he hated he did this to her! He wished and he was playing the what if’s in his head, but it wouldn’t change anything. ”Marco...” he said and he paused and he just held her. He wished his thoughts weren’t confirmed and her crying only made him want to cry. It hurt it was supposed to be lovely he wanted none of that for her. ”...you didn’t do anything wrong” he said correcting her from her earlier notion of she should have listened to Jazzy. ”You’re right it is supposed to be lovely and I may be an asshole, and joke about it, but you and no other girl deserves that.” he said not saying the words because she was too fragile. Suddenly in a selfish yet what if play of head he couldn’t help but think of the words she said before napping that one night that she loved him. No one would think Matt was capable of something beautiful, but for her he would in a heartbeat. ”I’m sorry.” he apologized now because the what if was getting to his mind and it was a slip up but maybe it was for the better, because her pain was getting to him and maybe it was time for her to know she was truly loved.
The choking on her words again and hiccupping and her breath was starting to scare him. The girl was a mess he put a finger to his lips and he sighed. Matt kind of lifted up her chin and stared into those kind of bloodshot watery eyes. The boy had no idea what this was like because he wasn't in her shoe's, but he couldn't help but feel her pain through it as he saw it. "He's a dead man." he growled without thinking. What he loved Marco and this was not something he was just going to get away with. He couldn't really bear to see her like this, but he wasn't going to leave her side well except to give that guy a taste of reality. "We're going to get through this okay, but you need to breathe okay mymarcowoman deep breath.." he said seriously inhaling and exhaling to give her a firm example.
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