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Post by rosalie drew chilton on Nov 22, 2011 19:50:26 GMT -5
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Rosalie Drew Chilton, or as she preferred, Ross was sitting in her room all by herself. It would have been like any other day, except instead of reading, she was writing. What may you ask? A song. that's right. who knew the red head could write songs, hell even she didn't know she could. Dear Maddix brought it out you could say. The way he didn't want to talk to her, it drove her mad. She hated him ignoring her like this, and it was all her fault. All because she took too many pills, all because she worded something wrong. She couldn't help but cry when he told her to fuck off. It broke her heart to hear that. But she was done crying, she was going to fix this and get him back, because that boy made her happy. Made her forget her sadness, troubles, so on.
Ross shook her head and sighed, she signed her name before setting down her pen. please work. she closed her eyes before attaching the envelope to a bottle of Mountain Dew. With that done she sat up and left her room, heading over to Maddix's room. she bit her red lip and looked at the door. Half of her wanted to walk away, too scared of his rejection. With a shake of her head she set the bottle down on the floor before knocking on the door.
Instead of staying though, Ross walked away, heading towards the music room. When she reached the room she looked around making sure no one else was there. She went to her computer and pulled up the file of music that was sent to her. Sure she could play Piano, but she did need violins in the background of her song. She waited, waited for the clock to hit 7. She hoped to god Maddix read the note, that he would come as she asked. Either way though, she began to play, a small smile on her lips.
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Post by maddix tallon jean on Nov 22, 2011 20:23:09 GMT -5
*I'll watch the night turn light-blue [/size] But it's not the same without you~[/font]  [/center] Pour me a heavy dose of
A T M O S P H E R E* [/size][/center]
maddix tallon jean was very upset with what ross had said to him. it broke his heart. he had a hard time trusting people who weren't his family. hell he still had issues with his own family. he only really talked to his mother and even that wasn't a lot of words. he told her things but not much. he wasn't close to anyone really. it was hard for the boy to get close to people because he liked solitude so much. solitude and music. and ross. or he did like her. no, he still did. even if she hurt him so much, there just was no getting over his feelings for her. she made him happy, he talked. actually talked. yeah it was an odd feeling. one he didn't understand but that didn't mean he didn't like it. but she was only using him. using him to piss her family off. she had said so. said that her family would hate him and that she loved to piss them off.
it hurt him so much, he called his mother to ask what to do. she said that he shouldn't let this bring him down. that she was hurt a lot but she learned that there was good people out there. like his aunt and father and adrian. he could find someone too. those were her words and they made him feel a bit better. but still. would there be anyone like ross? no. no one as pretty and sweet and no one able to get him out of his shell. there just was no comparison to ross. he'd have to deal with being alone his whole life. and that thought didn't bother him any. he liked being alone. which was why he was in his room, reading a random biography. on vlad the impaler. that was until he heard a knock. he groaned, tossing the book to the side, "faith or summer if it's you guys you better fucking have something." hell if he was going to be forced into talking or hanging out, he needed something good to make it all worth it.
though when he opened the door, no one was outside. just a bottle of dew and a note. picking it up he took the note and read it, frowning a bit. he would go. why? because he didn't want to lose ross. he hoped this was all some big misunderstanding but he wasn't sure. he doubted it. because why would anyone want him? let alone ross? the most beautiful girl in the world. it made no sense. but he took the dew and grabbed his guitar before heading to the music room. when he walked in and saw the familiar red hair, he sighed. it was like his whole heart broke in half again. it was the girl he couldn't have but wanted so bad. biting down on his cheek he walked over to her. "hi."
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NOTES;; his song(;
WORDS;; five hundred and four
CLOTHES;; here
TAG;;Sexytwin with Ross(;
CREDIT;; Caitlin_Express@CAUTION2.0
LYRICS;; Vanilla Twilight;; Owl City
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Post by rosalie drew chilton on Nov 25, 2011 13:28:43 GMT -5
when the devil wants to dance with you ,YOU BETTER SAY NEVER [/color][/font] because a dance with the devil might last you forever[/color][/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/color][/center][/color][/font]
Ross' head shot up, her eyes darting to the door when she hear footsteps. She stared at the boy she longed to hold again. Her heart split in half to see him like this. To get that mere hi, but at least he spoke, and oh was it lovely to hear his voice again. She couldn't help the fain smile that came onto her lips. "You came." she spoke in surprise, and happiness. She bit her lip before clearing her throat. "Hi Maddix." Her voice was quiet, scared to speak any louder. She looked at the floor then sighed. "I..I know you probably didn't want to come here that you would rather be alone..and not see me but.." She looked at him with sad eyes. "But I need to tell you how sorry I am..How much I really do care for you. Those things I said before, I can barely remember them but they weren't me. Sure I like to upset Brenda..but I would never... never hurt someone to do that."
[/b]She bit her lip and shook her head. "Just..please...hear me out...I I wrote you something..I..thought it..was a good way to show you..." Ross bit her lip and and looked back at the piano. "I..I'm not good...at..singing..or anything...really...and...I..don't know much..about music." She bit her lip to stop herself from talking further. Instead she just started the music. Her hands somewhat shaking. So she sang, sang her heart out Sang to him. She could feel herself growing nervous, growing scared at what he would think of this. But she continued n with her song, the song she spent all night writing, not resting until she got it right. Yeah she got some help from Faith, but it was mostly her. She wrote the song, Faith helped with the music. Finally the song ended, and Ross sat there in silence. staring at her hands, unsure of what she should do. She bit her lip, and turned to Maddix again, yet avoided his eyes, avoiding anything that would show his emotion. She was terrified. "I...I know..it probably doesn't change anything..and you still hate me for what I've said, but...I just...needed to get that out. Needed to let you know how much I care for you Maddix. I really really care for you. I'm...I..can't stand not being with you. You're the only one I open up to...truly show who I am. And to...well..I feel different around you, hell I've actually made more friends since..." she cleared her throat and shook her head. "Sorry..I'm rambling....I..should go...since.." She didn't really know why she thought she should leave, maybe to let Maddix think. Or just so she wasn't here, waiting to see what he would say, think...anything.[/size] [/blockquote][/blockquote] [/color][/font][/RIGHT] |
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Post by maddix tallon jean on Nov 26, 2011 15:03:08 GMT -5
*I'll watch the night turn light-blue [/size] But it's not the same without you~[/font] [/center] Pour me a heavy dose of
A T M O S P H E R E* [/size][/center]
maddix would go anywhere ross asked him, okay no that wasn't true. he was upset, so maybe anywhere just wasn't the proper word. yes he loved her. okay not love. it was way too soon for love. but there was just something about her. the way that even if he could be cold and not say a word, she could just sit there and be fine. he had fallen for her a long time a go, but it was only recently that he was noticing it. noticing more and more about ross. his beautiful girlfriend. his girlfriend. being one to hate being around people, having a girlfriend didn't seem like something that was possible. cause girl's liked constant attention, and he just liked to be alone at times. ross gave him that. she gave him that little bit of times where he just wanted to remain silent and read and think. think about everything around him, yet really not thinking about anything. listening to her he just nodded, because she really didn't give him time to speak and he didn't know what to say. he wanted to say sorry, but he wasn't use to those words. hell he'd never really been sorry before.
he just nodded when she wasn't a good singer or anything but it was okay. his heart was fluttering just because she made the effort, for him. it made him feel like a bit of an idiot. then again that wasn't knew to him. he felt like an idiot a lot on different occasions. the lyrics, they were amazing and made him feel like an even bigger idiot. he didn't want to let her go either, he felt the same way. how could he think she wasn't the same ross? she was ross. his ross. his girlfriend.
when she said she was going to leave he frowned and grabbed her hand, "no, stay." he wasn't good at expressing feelings, not even to his family. yeah at times he can say something about them to ross but he wasn't sure where to begin. he felt the same way, he could talk to her,about anything. it was different. something he never felt before and something he didn't want to let go. which was why he was so upset, because he was afraid that she wasn't the ross he had thought she was. that she was a different person, just using her. he ran a hand through his hair. he had already wrote a song, just for her. he wanted to play it for her the day before, then she said those words. they hurt him so much.
he lead her to a chair and sat down before taking his guitar out of it's case and beginning to play and sing the song. when he finished he looked up at her and smiled. "ross, your one of the few people i talk to. if not the only person really." even if he wanted to speak, it was still hard to get it all out at one time. "i care about you a lot and i didn't like not being with you. it felt weird...when i thought you weren't the same ross. i don't know how to describe it." he shrugged and leaned back in his chair and sighed, "i guess..i'm saying is, i don't want to be without you again."
placing his guitar on the ground next to him he stood up before wrapping his arm around her waist and kissing her softly.
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NOTES;; his song(;
WORDS;; six hundred and eight
CLOTHES;; here
TAG;;Sexytwin with Ross(;
CREDIT;; Caitlin_Express@CAUTION2.0
LYRICS;; Vanilla Twilight;; Owl City
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