lover dearest [larissa]

[larissa katherine alvey]

it was a strange feeling inside the blonde girl, one she knew but hadn't felt in such a long time. not since the last fire. it was happiness, a true radiating happiness from the pit of her stomach because here she was...with a girl she thought she loved and she was actually doing something about it. for a change she wasn't pushing..she was letting someone in. opening that door she tried to lock shut for some time and taking a new step in a totally new direction. she bit her lip when stella said she didn't want to lose her and that she wasn't dying and well larissa clutched her hand and gave a soft smile because now they were happy and then stella kissed her and well larissa couldn't keep from kissing her back because stella's lips were soft and felt almost like a new life raft. she didn't want to stop kissing her because it made the happiness in her belly grow more and more but they had to breath.

but happiness can only last for sometime and now that htey were discussing hte blood and her cuts. well it kind of made her feel a bit self concious and ugly inside. she wanted to run down the hall and back in her room and lock the door before just breaking down let again but then stella talked and it kept larissa here. the girls words kept lisa planted in her spot staring into her eyes before a small smile appeared. the feel of her hand on her cheekk made her smile and she sighed because she was happy to finally have someone. "okay," she said and she meant it. she would try...try being the keyword. it might be hard at first but she'd work on herself for stella. to keep the blonde girl close to her and to love her like no other love. then when the girl told her other people cared and missed her, she just shook her head. no, she doubted anyone but stella missed her. they all probably moved on because she wasn't there for long and they couldn't really love here.

she was happier when she told her that she wasn't hurting because that meant she wasn't the cause of her pain anymore. "i'm so glad your not hurting," she said, moving to sit next to her and leaning her head on her shoulder.t he world love kept lingering on the girls lips but she decided to just keep it in her head. it was too early for love, she knew that so she bit her lip and smiled a real smile. it had been forever that such a smile was on the blonde's lips and she sighed, taking stella's hand. "thank you. for not giving up," she said. oh was she thankful for stella's stubbornness.

tagged: janet with stella
words: four hundred and seventy-eight
outfit: baggy pants and a tanktop

[stella marie brexton-sans]

a smile was now on stellas lips her cheeks forming into small dimples, but nothing like the amazing set that her now girlfriend seemingly had. the seventeen year old was happy the battle seemed to be over. she wasnt fighting with the feelings of danger anymore. the girl was hers and well she was the girls. that girl being the lovely miss larissa. at first the two just talked on chat and then they met up a couple more times and now they had an official title. girlfriend and girlfriend and well the brexton-sans girl couldnr be happier. the green light was on and she was slowly easing her eager petal, because now that she got in she didnt wish to move to fast! that would be a mistake! her lips were into the form of a smile and her hand was in hers and it felt so right. the kissing was great, but soon their lips were apart and air was pleasant but kissing her was great too. stella couldnt help but blush though now.

the last thing that stella wanted was to make the girl feel sorrow. her actions hurt stella a little but everyone had different methods when it came to coping. she said she was glad she wasnt hurting. she wanted to scream her heart was only hurting for her but now she was here and she said she was going to try and talk to her if she needed. looking into her eyes she felt it was honestyl "mkay good" she said sweetly tucking some hair behind her lips pecking those lips and resting her forehead on hers looking into her eyes still. when she shook her head stellas eyebrow lifted. "how could you think they dont miss you larissa youre a beautiful part of the lives you come into..." she said as if it were matter of factly. "i mean i havent known you half as long and you had me begging really." she said politely but it was an honest voice. "raylyn, yours parents, sasha" she noted people of importance.

thank you for not giving up. those words rang like a beautiful chime in her ears. a smile was on her lips wide and she leaned her lips to the side kissing the top of her head. "i wasnt planning on giving up until i had you" she whispered. it was honest! she would be stuck in some sort of rut..text..write..call..email she had her daddy's stuborness and then her mommys. but the young girl didnt have to fight anymore! "thanks for giving in and saying yes to being my girlfriend."

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words; five thirty-five
muse; give your heart a break demi lovato
outfit; lover dearest
credits; zie @ CAUTION!
lyrics by Marianas Trench!

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