[open]alice underground

[dillon]

And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are

dillon’s childhood wasn’t typical. he was that bully who took stuff from people and pushed them in the sand box. he was the kid all the parents kind of hated, but put a fake act on when he was questioned about it or about to be punished. yeah he started young and well it really only just begun! he didn’t have religious beliefs, but if someone were to really know dillon they would probably say he wasn’t going to a very nice place in the next life.

what person would not be proud if their mother was a hero? of course, he wasn’t positive if his mother did anything heroic like but in his eyes his parents were kind of like hero’s not in the same way that cam cam’s mother was a hero and well his dad was a complete ass, but dillon looked up to him, but was better than him in his own game if that made sense? yeah, he was like his dad, but better at the lies and deceit not that it was something to be proud of to any normal being, but well dillon was rather proud of his ways. dillon kind of frowned at her comment. ”my mommy is pretty great just saying” yeah he hated when people said their parents were the best it was like wake the fuck up i have parents too and well maybe i consider them to be better than yours? how dare you make the assumption they are better? who are you to be the judge considering you haven’t even met them! it was kind of really fucking rud if you asked him and well he just wanted cam cam to know his mom was pretty great too even if she didn’t go about saving people out of a fucking fire.

the girl didn’t seem to want to let go of her face when he attempted to get her too and well that annoyed him. it was like what the fuck?! it wasn’t that bad of a situation lets just moved passed it but she was stuck in another land apparently and she was going to keep over reacting like a damn kid would. he understood she was childish, but it was too much by a little bit. he played like it didn’t bother him though and let out a chuckle waiting for it to move. finally when it did she spoke and say no it didn’t happen. yeah like she was the only person in the world this occurred to. ”im sure someone out there can relate...” he said smiling at her sweetly. he was being so fake right now it was even making him a little sick. then she asked him all that. well...that meant maybe she was used to leaving people? ”Cameron, I’m not that kind of person, and plus i think you’re incredibly sweet and cute...why would i leave do you want me too?” he asked lying off his ass and then turning the tables looking at her as if he didn’t understand. ”sorry” he said apologizing for the kiss pretending he thought it hurt her because she didn’t say anything and his voice sounded pained.

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[cam]

everyone was proud of their parents and cameron knew that and she thought that it was okay to talk about it. if anything she knew that other people thought their mommies and daddies were the best and she wouldn't argue. everyone had their own opinions and everyone thought their parents were the best parents in the world. the thing was, everyone was right about it. of course she knew that some people didn't have very good parents like andra and she just wanted to hug the girl and give her kisses and she did. andra was her best friend and she did anything she could to make her smile. but dillon's frown made her frown and she stared at the ground, she always said the wrong things and it pained her but she sighed. "i'm sorry..i didn't mean to make you sad.." she bit her lip and looked up at him, "i bet your mom is the greatest too."

she shrugged and just smiled, she was kind of over arguing with him and she didn't want to make him hate her. so instead she smiled, people liked smiles plus he said he liked her's so smiling was a good idea right now. then when he said he wasn't the leaving kind of person, she smiled brighter. she really only met few people who didn't leave, and most of them were here at this school. people always found her too childish and clingy to want to be around but she was just sweet and nice and wanted to make friends. she just couldn't help it, though she wished she could change to make others happier. "oh no! i don't want that, just people usually don't like me," she said with a shrug, like it didn't matter anymore. even if it mattered quite a bit, people shunning her was one of the few things that would make the freshman sad.

she frowned, she didn't want a sorry because it was a good thing. weird and odd to her but something she liked, and she bit her lip because he sounded pained. she didn't want to cause him pain and she slid her hand in his and kissed his cheek. "don't be sorry silly. there's nothing to be sorry about," she smiled brightly then pulled her hand away, kind of embarrassed. that was definitely out of character and she waited for him to walk away. just like any other time she did anything. she always waited for that moment when people realized they didn't like her anymore and leave. it was a habit, and one that was hard to get over.

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AUTHORSNOTES:: this prolly sucks cause i can't concentrate for long and get distracted or start to nod off..:(

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[dillon]

And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are

the relationship in the cavalier home was a good one. the vibes weren’t exactly welcoming to others, but dillon didn’t particularly care about that, because he wasn’t a welcoming person. he’d fucking wish the worst on people if he didn’t need sexual companionship. they were good for nothing else but too many emotions and too much drama it was really rather stupid. attention seekers! yeah that was what most people were. he attempted to divert attention away from himself, but the boy knew he was cunning. there was no denying that! his parents well, his parents passed down the best fucking thing they could to him. wisdom! his father was his idol really, but not in the matrimony crap. if dillon ever got married it would be too some bimbo he could easily cheat on and deter. yeah, he wasn’t a very settled person and having to keep someone to have and to hold sounded like a crappy way to live. ”oh no no its okay” he said biting his lip thinking about mel and her strength. ”she really is” he said smiling over at her. he wasn’t going into detail why, because he didn’t see it to be cam cam’s business, but he did love his mama.

the argument died down..thank goodness because well she really wasn’t going to win any argument with him ever. cam cam was going to learn slowly that dillon well when he had a point he had a point and to try and get him to see yours wasn’t really going to work. though he’d kind of dwindle it sometimes so he wouldn’t scare her away. a cavalier though was always right and you didn’t fuck with that sort of know power. he kept smiling though at her smile. his was hiding his twisted soul! he was the leaving kind of person though in fact if he could trick her into boning right here right now on the lawn he’d leave her there to cry a damn lake he didn’t give two shits, but right now that wasn’t in his reach so he left that thought at bay. ”why do you say that you’re such a pretty and sweet girl...people are foolish” he said reaching over and tucking some hair behind her ears. ”rather stunning might i add” he said and forced himself to blush. he was quite the little actor...


when she frowned he bit his lip. crap! he said something to make her sad...well he’d bounce back he was sure of it. he was an impressive kind of guy for a complete asshole. though she was blinded by his charm and as teens these days called it game. he smiled at her hand his fingers lacing in hers. ”okay” he said softly and sweetly. he stayed sitting there his hand in hers. oh yes he bounced back alright and she was in the palm of his hand yet again...he was sure. he looked into her brown eyes kind of trying to read her and he looked down at bit ”everything okay?” he asked innocently, but he could see the worry in her eyes. he didn’t know if it was good or bad at that point, but he was going to ask just to see what crossed her mind and if she’d let it out in the open.

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[autumn angel costello]