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Post by cam on Nov 16, 2011 13:35:16 GMT -5
cameron alexis jones was an odd little girl really. she had a horrible obsession with lord of the rings. she's seen that movies about a million times and read the books almost the same amount if not more. she just enjoyed the fantasy and her favorite was gollum and smeagol. they were funny. yeah they were technically the same person, but that's the part that's so funny. she had her book but for once she was bored. it was kind of strange, no it was strange. the girl could read it over and over and never get bored, but here she was. bored and she couldn't concentrate on the words that floated across the pages. she was blaming school because thanks to the crappiness of having to learn and use her brain, she had a headache and just wanted to fall asleep right here.
she sat on the grass in the courtyard, her head upon her backback and her book open on her lap. she wasn't looking at it though, she was looking at the clouds. at least she could concentrate on those. her hand was above her head as she traced them, trying to decide what one looked like. she saw a dog, and at one point she thought she saw a hobbit. though she was sure that was just her overactive imagination. she thought she saw different things that weren't ever really there. the next cloud before she closed her eyes was a white rabbit.
the clouds were so relaxing that the small girl started to drift to sleep. it wasn't a bad dream, actually a nice one but a strange one. she was wearing a blue dress and there was a rabbit with a watch and she couldnt help but giggle. "i'm alice," she said, outloud and in her dream. it was when she fell down the hole that she got scared. well not scared but she didn't like the idea of falling from a high distance and it seemed like the cave floor stretched on forever until right before she hit the ground, there was a noise and her eyes flew open and she practically jumped and sat up straight. "hello?" she wasn't scared, it was just a school, which meant it was either a student or a teacher and she ran her hand through her hair. that was such a strange dream...  WORDCOUNT:: four hundred and six (406)
MUSICPLAYING:: none...still have no headphones..so sad
CURRENTMOOD:: drowsy..crappy meds
POSTTAGGEDFOR:: open
CHARACTEROUTFIT:: here
AUTHORSNOTES:: this prolly sucks cause i can't concentrate for long and get distracted or start to nod off..:( [/color][/font][/blockquote] |
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Post by dillon on Nov 23, 2011 22:16:38 GMT -5
And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are
dillon alexander cavalier, was a mysterious guy and he wouldn’t come to meet many people or well make that many friends, but he was alright with that, because he wasn’t exactly the friendly type. this place wasn’t really his cup of tea, but his father thought a boarding school could do him some good it was in fact where he met his mother. he was okay with that, but he wasn’t sure what that really had to do with him? his attitude was much like his dads he really didn’t care about anyone but himself and he was much to himself unlike his dad who he heard stories about. he attended a school for troubled teens? was this his way of saying he wanted to get rid of him but put him in a better place? he wasn’t sure. thus far he didn’t have any roommates and he liked it that way, because it meant he didn’t have to be courteous to others feelings, because well the fact of the matter was he could really care less. sharing a room that was so childish? if they wanted him to do that he should have knocked his mother up and made him share a room with a sibling or some shit.
the boy was tired of just laying around on his bed staring at the ceiling though. he walked out of the dorm area to go to the courtyard to enjoy some fresh air, because he felt like he was in much need of it. he stretched and walked his way there his hand in his pant pockets and he glanced about his eyes glancing over the area and he smirked seeing his little gollum who he had met here not too long ago. she looked to be focusing on something up. he looked into the and then back at her not seeing it. normally he wouldn’t even think to approach, but little miss cam cam was his fair game and well why wouldn’t he approach and charm her further?
the boy made his way over to the girl who was sleeping actually maybe that was why she was looking up at the sky. nap time on the lawn in the fresh air well that made sense. he was going to back up slowly but that is when she began to speak. she was alice? he had no clue what the girl was dreaming, but that was odd. was she impersonating someone in a dream? suddenly the girl popped straight up and she looked fearful. ”you okay?” he asked as she said hello and stepped forward again and went and sat by her side. ”alice” he teased figuring it was charming. heck he hadn’t charmed many girls in his life, but those few girls well they weren’t on speaking terms with him? what he wasn’t boyfriend material he acted like he was, but he was no saint at all and he never really tried to be it wasn’t his problem girls fell into his trap. girls much like cam cam.
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Post by cam on Nov 30, 2011 16:16:37 GMT -5
cameron hoped that whomever it was wouldn't think she was weird because she wanted to make a new friend. she was always looking to make new friends. because well new friends met she'd never have to be bored. she liked that, because she hated being bored and she spent a lot of time with andra or just out. because being inside was scary a bit. being stuck somewhere that if a fire started, well she couldn't get away from it and she could die. like so many other people. it was a scary thought but not one the girl would think about right now. right now she was looking for the person who she heard. or it could be an animal but why would their be one's.
she spotted a figure and then she felt her cheeks turn a bright red when she noticed who it was and hoped he hadn't seen her in her dream state. cause she just didn't want him to see her like that. dillon was her friend and she was afraid he'd think she was weird and stuff. then again he probably already thought she was weird and he was her friend so she just giggled. "i'm fine, just a bad dream." then he called her alice and she giggled again, "i spoke in my sleep didn't i?"
she was a blusher and she knew it but she was happy to see dillon, even if the circumstances were a bit off. she smiled brightly at him and gave him a wave. "but hi dillon! how are you today?" she bit her lip and looked around her and yawned. a nap was a bad idea. she was just even more tired and she sighed. "sleep is evil isn't it?" WORDCOUNT:: three hundred and three (303)
MUSICPLAYING:: none...still have no headphones..so sad
CURRENTMOOD:: drowsy..crappy meds
POSTTAGGEDFOR:: open
CHARACTEROUTFIT:: here
AUTHORSNOTES:: /: sorry it SUCKS xD but the randomness is all cam cam just saying(; [/color][/font][/blockquote] |
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Post by dillon on Dec 3, 2011 3:40:25 GMT -5
And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are
the seventeen year old boy, honestly didn’t know what to make of cameron or as she liked to call herself cam cam. the girl kind of annoyed him though he wasn’t going to lie, because she was extremely childish, and well if he wanted to experience that he would go and babysit or something and he wasn’t interested in that, but he was interested in one thing despite it being kind of sick. the boy was interested in the fact that sense she was so childish that means she must be a virgin, and he couldn’t wait to coax her out of those clothes, but he knew it would take time and therefore he had to be patient, because she had something he was interested in, so for now he would deal with her being annoying and well he didn’t exactly say much anyways so she’d never suspect a damn thing.
the girls cheeks flushed red and he couldn’t help, but flash a smile at that, because it was kind of cute. she would be cute if she wasn’t so clueless in his opinion, but it was whatever, he was just going to use her and lose her and then never deal with this again. it was like a fun little sick challenge to entertain him for now until he got what he wanted and he’d be uninterested and move on to the next one. ’’ah, bad dreams are the worse” he said pouting out his lip some just to be work with it. then she asked and he chuckled slightly ”yup” he said simply shaking his head some. ”it happens” he said not really sure how often with her, but nor did he care too too much.
ah, she turned red often, now he knew he weakness a bit. he only again chuckled shaking his head it was like she had add. ”hello cam cam, i am good how are you?” he asked nicely as he sat down on the ground next to her moving his hair out of his eyes and looking over at her. ”sleep can be evil...guess it depends on the person and the dream.” he answered honestly. ”have a friend named alice?” he asked curious.
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Post by cam on Dec 12, 2011 11:50:56 GMT -5
if there was any time in the world that cameron should be scared, this would be one of those times. poor cam cam was so oblivious to the things dillon would soon do to people and even her. she wouldn't know until it was too late because she liked to see the best in people. of course she knew everyone had a dark side but everyone had a good side too. it just depended on how strong-willed the person was. if they were strong enough to fight past their demons and let their good side shine bright. she nodded when he said bad dreams were the worst. "it was good in the beggining! but then i feel down the rabbit hole," she said with a sigh. she kind of wished she made it to the bottom though. cause in the movie, alice met so many nice people. like her favorite, the mad hatter! she wished she could of met him too, but oh well. maybe she'd be alice again in another dream.
the small girl had been told she did that she spoke in her sleep quite often. her momma used to tell her that she would speak to no one and that she had whole conversations with herself sometimes. her momma used to listen and enjoy her daughter's sleep. cameron thought it was strange, that someone could talk in their sleep and she wasn't so sure she liked it. not that she had anything to hide, but what if she said something that was only pretend. like with alice, but they thought it was real? she could get into so much trouble. and she didn't like the thought of getting into trouble at all. "oh i know i just hate it," she said honestly. if there was anything specific that young cameron alexis jones was, honest would be that. she never spoke a word that wasn't the truth in some form.
cam cam just smiled brighlty at dillon, "i'm superbly awesomely amazing" yes the girl was really that great, or that's how she felt anyway. she always felt so good and she liked it that way. she hoped dillon wouldn't find it weird, but if he did, then he wasn't the right friend to keep. "i mean if you take a nap sometimes you just get even more tired," she said scrunching up her nose and shaking her head. "so evil." she giggled and blushed when he asked if she had a friend named alice. she felt weird about talking in her sleep but she just took in a deep breath and smiled. "oh no. it was an alice in wonderland dream! i was alice and there was the rabbit and the hole. i didn't get to the bottom though. i wish i had." WORDCOUNT:: four hundred and seventy seven (477)
MUSICPLAYING:: local radio station(;
CURRENTMOOD:: HUNGRY SO HUNGRY
POSTTAGGEDFOR:: janet with dillon(;
CHARACTEROUTFIT:: here
AUTHORSNOTES:: gah this sucks :( [/color][/font][/blockquote] |
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Post by dillon on Dec 14, 2011 7:10:47 GMT -5
And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are
the girl was perfect in so many ways for dillon. the boy had his daddy’s blood in him, but he wasn’t about to be a fool and let a woman or a man take his heart. he liked the destruction he caused to one person and he just sat back trying to be casual about it because who would want to date someone that is destructive? no one, but with anon being around he didn’t know how long he could actually get his rocks off. the girl would ruin him he was sure. the loner statute would stay oh so effective though being that he wouldn’t make a friend from this. the only person he really ever needed was his sister, but that was no one else’s business. the two were really two of a kind. ”those darn rabbit holes get you every time” he said shaking his head a little. how childish and annoying was that? a fucking rabbit hole. was she born a crack addict? whatever though...he wasn’t going to go out of his way to make sense of her dream. he didn’t care that much. he was just being nice...
talking in your sleep was for children, but that he held in a scoff at his thought, because she was like a teenage child with died black hair and so immature in his opinion. he couldn’t honestly wait to be done with her and on to the next one. no emotion would go into this, but happiness and amusement was what he would get out of it. sure, there would be cheating, lies, and deception, but the girl was so ‘sweet’ and innocent she wouldn’t not the difference. he would have been more amused if she said something out of character he could twist around to be disgusting, but that was just him. ”i’d hate it to, do you always talk in your sleep?” he asked raising a brow. that might be a small issue...he may need to drug her or something at one point to keep her silent. he didn’t need no unconscious little brat ruining things for him.
dillon smiled at that statement, but he really just wanted to hit her. really who fucking said that? ”that must mean you’re good” he said giving a smug thumbs up but it wasn’t like she’d not the difference. dillon was playing along for now, because he wanted to keep her trust little girls and trust...that was a big thing. ”so are you more tired not then when you napped?” he asked not meaning to copy her in the fact that ‘more tired’ would not be accurate, but what the hell. then she explained her dream and well he kind of held it in his gut not letting it show in his face he wanted to laugh at her. really? oh shit this kept getting better and better. ”my sister alexandria use to watch that as a girl..” he just said throwing it out there. ”thats how i know what movie it is” he clarified. ”the bottom of a rabbit hole can’t always be so full can it?” he asked thinking out loud. did rabbits even live in holes?
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Post by cam on Dec 15, 2011 9:51:38 GMT -5
a lot of people had thought she was a drug addict from time to time and well, she was high. not on drugs but on life. just being alive made the girl happy, actually a lot of different things made cam cam happy. being outside, being around people, and just being under the sun. snow also made her happy, making snow angels. every tiny thing could make cameron feel like she was flying high. so many people used to think the overly happy girl was smoking something. but really? she was just that happy. why did people consider that such a bad thing? she would never figure out why everyone asked the girl if she was high, she just said 'nope' and ended it there. of course it hadn't really happened here yet but this was her first year and she was playing it down sometimes. but soon, her craziness will be known and those questions will surely come up. she giggled at dillons words and shook her head a bit, "why the rabbits leave the holes there is just..." she didn't have a word to describe it so she just giggled again and blushed.
the girl didn't care that she was like a big child because she was fine with that. her father used to tell her she reminded him of her mother when she was younger. they had been best friends throughout their childhood and she thought it was amazing how they also fell in love with each other and stayed in love. she could remember sometimes they had arguments but they made up and she was happy that she had a happy family. she always wished she could share that with her best friend and make her happy too but andra was never happy. "my mommy used to say i talked all the time," she said with a giggle. "i bet my roommates find it funny and laugh at me." she was just telling him the truth and it didn't bother her, at least she was making someone laugh right? that was the important thing, laughter. no matter why they are laughing, at least they are happy about something.
she bit her lip and giggled again, "no silly it means i'm way better than good and i couldn't be better." the girl nodded when he asked if she was more tired. yeah the girl didn't pay much attention to how correct her words were, she just said them they way they came across her head. cameron let her eyes drift up to the sky again and smiled, "i love that move but not as much as lord of the rings." she giggled, and pointed at the sky, "i got the dream after i fell asleep staring at the sky. there was a big fluffy bunny cloud." she shrugged and smiled. "oh you have a sister. i wish i had a sibling. that'd be so cool!." she giggled once again and smiled at dillon, "i guess. but i just wish i could have met the mad hatter cause he's my favorite." she leaned her head on her knees and looked over at him. she liked him and if she knew some of the things he did, she might still even like him. cause people could change. right? WORDCOUNT:: five hundred and fifty eight (558)
MUSICPLAYING:: local radio station(;
CURRENTMOOD:: HAPPY CAUSE I GOT MUSE<3
POSTTAGGEDFOR:: janet with dillon(;
CHARACTEROUTFIT:: here
AUTHORSNOTES:: i love my janet<3 [/color][/font][/blockquote] |
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Post by dillon on Dec 16, 2011 9:56:48 GMT -5
And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are the boy at first would not have put it passed her to be on drugs because of the way she acted and sounded. heck it would always be a curiosity of his but he wouldn’t judge. in is mother and father’s past there was drugs and it often times wasn’t a matter of the person it was a matter of genetics. the term high on life in his opinion was a joke. how could one be high on life? well, then again the amusement of using people was like an intoxication to him. one he’d never fully understand, but grow to love anyways, because he was sick in the head much like his father. he could be capable of love....he just never understood what it was beyond the love he had for his family. that was something he got from his mother. though that wasn’t her fault..it was the abuse she took. dillon would always be a slight mix of is parents and beyond his knowledge he’d never really be normal. he was mysterious and would never properly socialize unless someone if fact woke him the fuck up. ”we will never in fact know unless we come up with a means of animal and human communication beyond command and voice tone.” e said sharing his bit of knowledge there with her. he was a smart guy, but in most ways he preferred not being open about it.
the fact that she was a big child indicated that she had a parent that acted childlike and was in fact caught up in the admiration and being just like the being that she lost touch with defining herself in all seriousness or in fact it was genetic makeup which was kind of two in the same, but dillon wasn’t that interested to question it. he was just a bright boy and it was an observation or generalization so to speak. he watched her kind of just lost in thought until she spoke on sleep talking again. ”mothers tend to watch their keen like hawks, so i wouldn’t doubt her words.” he said only hearing them through cam. ”in fact if they do laugh at you for sleep talking it is pretty immature? i mean i’m sure they speak in their sleep as well.” he pointed out. people did it without realizing and while it pry wasn’t frequent like cam cam’s her roommates probably did it from time to time.
”ah, well why didn’t you just say that?” he asked jokingly, but part of him wanted to see if she could be serious beyond this. though she was only five months into her high school career and well the childlike behavior and immaturity level didn’t really scream serious, so the odds weren’t really in her favor. the admiration for the lord of the rings was almost too much. he watched her look up to the sky and then giggle as she spoke. he really didn’t understand so he let out a chuckle and acted like he did smoothly running a hand through his hair. he looked up at the cloud and nodded a bit. ”ah, well that would explain sooo much” he said with a smirk. ”though, it’d be far more interesting and play up to your dream if it was a rabbit with a watch in its hand” he said thinking that sounded about right...that was from that movie wasn’t it? he was late to see the queen and his head would be cut off....”yes, alexandria is totally great, she goes by dria though” he said talking up his sister a bit. she tended to taunt him but at the end of the day their minds were similar and he’d do anything for family! ”mad hatter” he asked holding a hand above his head the tall hat was the signification. ”he was a pretty cool dude from what i remember?” he meant the movie not that he met him personally, but he wasn’t sure she’d know the difference. he smiled at her glance. ”you’re pretty” he said at random compliments fueled the soul?
GABBY<3 CAM CAM, SIX EIGHTY-ONE OUTFIT, ETC. |
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Post by cam on Dec 24, 2011 10:02:57 GMT -5
a lot of people think of cam cam like she's some strange being. a lot of people back home questioned her drug usage even teachers. she ended up having to take a drug test once and well she cried because she told them she wasn't on anything. though the didn't believe her and well, they found out the girl was telling the truth, well the apologized but it still hurt. why wouldn't they believe her? she never lied before in her whole entire life and it just stung. it didn't keep her from being happy and just going about life the way she had before, but it still hurt her to know people didn't think one could just be naturally happy but it was okay. they can think what they want but she'd still be friends with them anyway. cameron looked up at him and kind of got confused, her attention span was pretty bad but she tried to get it. it was hard though so she bit on her lip and tried to understand but instead just nodded. it made sense? the first part. they would have to learn to communicate with the animals before they could know why the rabbits left the holes just laying around for people to fall into.
"i miss my mom," she said because it was true. she wished that her mom didn't die in the burning building or that her father didn't send her here. she liked it here but she missed going to her mothers grave every day to leave flowers. of course her father went for her and laid the flowers and even took pictures just to show he did it. she was glad but just because she couldn't put flowers on her mom's grave didn't mean she couldn't go to the graveyard here and put a flower on other people's grave. "oh well i don't think they really laugh cause they are really sweet but just that its probably funny." she shrugged, she didn't know what she meant but it didn't matter really so she just smiled brightly at dillon.
she giggled and blushed a little, "because the other way is more funner." of course funner wasn't a word and the sentence she spoke wasn't grammatically correct but cam cam didn't care and just said what she thought. when he said that if the rabbit would have had a watch it'd be even better and she giggled, "i could only wish the cloud rabbit could have a watch." she nodded and smiled, "i bet cause a sister always sounds good." she bit her lip and giggled, she wished she had an older sibling that would be nice. of course cam cam being the girl she is, she took it as he met him before. "you met the mad hatter? that must have been cool." she was so jealous of dillon right now but it was okay, cause he must have had fun and she would have to live without meeting the awesome hatter. she giggled and blushed when he called her pretty, "oh. i don't think i'm that pretty." WORDCOUNT:: five hundred and forty two(542)
MUSICPLAYING:: nada. watching pokemon<.<
CURRENTMOOD:: HAPPY CAUSE I GOT MUSE<3
POSTTAGGEDFOR:: janet with dillon(;
CHARACTEROUTFIT:: here
AUTHORSNOTES:: i love my janet<3 [/color][/font][/blockquote] |
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Post by dillon on Jan 5, 2012 0:39:58 GMT -5
And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are many people did not know what to make of dillon alexander except those who knew his father or who knew what he was really like or unless of course they caught a slip up on chat or so, but dillon kind of tried to keep his matters or affairs in line to use and abuse women or men alike. if they were weak dillon would prey on them because he was superior to all of it. well in his opinion! alexander jr. was about but he wasn’t nice like his dad tried to be from time to time. he was a pussy in his opinion, but him and mel worked out so oh well. he didn’t plan on settling down and having kids. he was way too selfish for that and to be honest it was way too much of a commitment for someone who didn’t believe in love. yeah he was one of those males. cam cam, well he didn’t believe in her natural happy spirit because he chose to break it down and try and make it a poor one. yeah, he could tell he threw her through a loop with that rabbit hole communication theory. he played up a smile acting like he bought her little nod.
”well, why um can’t you call her or go visit?” he asked not really knowing that she was dead, but the go visit part still worked if you were close enough to the given grave site, so it was completely inaccurate. the boy wouldn’t be completely heartless when it came to death because well that school his parents were in he could have easily never been considered to be kept. yeah that would be so tragic to the world. yes, again it was purely selfish he was aware of this. ”well, good, glad they don’t really laugh or well you haven’t heard them laugh its cool you have sweet roommates kind of three of a kind?” he asked with a grin. yeah, this was his way of complimenting her. the black haired teen was more than sweet, but well he’d ruin that front.
oh well grammatically correct was something dillon preferred did this girl really just say funner. that was well something a child would say when they were playing a game, but decided a new one sounded ‘funner’ . he let out what he thought was kind of an innocent laugh. in reality he was laughing at her. that was mean and out of line because of what he just said about the girls being her roommates laughing at her in her sleep, but oh fucking well. ”well look up at the clouds and see if you can’t find one shaped like a watch nearby?” he said just kind of throwing that idea out there. having an older sister was nice, and dillon well was protective of her just like she was kind of protective of her. she wasn’t the nicest person like him, but it was in their blood to be hard and tough. it wasn’t their fault people couldn’t handle the cavalier’s. you met the mad hatter? oh dear goodness, ”no i meant in the movie cam cam” he said kind of so she would understand. ”i thought he was cool in the movie.” the blush was kind of cute he couldn’t help but smile at it for a moment. ”well, i think you are so...well is that okay?” he asked asking for her permission? or just her thoughts on it really.
GABBY<3 CAM CAM, SIX EIGHTY-FIVE OUTFIT, ETC. |
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Post by cam on Jan 5, 2012 15:16:58 GMT -5
cameron had a problem getting anything that had to do with the male gender, and well dillon was no different. they were a strange concept to her because she didn't know how to handle the compliments. she also wouldn't know how to handle the other more intimate things, like kissing and cuddling...and the thing she could never think of doing. sex...would she be able to hold on to her morals if she was in one of those situations? she had trouble with using the word no and she didn't want to be put in a situation where she didn't know how to react. or if her reaction would hurt her chances of having a friend because she couldn't do that. or that's how she thought about it but in all truths, if she was ever put in that kind of situation. she would say yes because she couldn't risk a friendship. smiling back at dillon she giggled again. yeah the girl was a giggle box but she was just that happy.
his words made her frown and she just shook her head a little, before biting hard on her lip. she tried not to cry about it because she knew her mommy wouldn't want her to dwell and be sad. she'd want her to be super happy and make friends and be happy. but she couldn't help but be sad when she thought about it sometimes. all her friends had mommies and daddies and brothers and sisters but she just had daddy because her mommy was gone now. she could feel a tear fall down and she wiped at it, she didn't want to be sad in front of dillon because he knew her as happy cam cam and what if he didn't like sad cam cam? that would be sad too because she didn't want to lose her new friend. "oh..no. my mommy's dead," she said softly. when she said she must have sweet roommates and that they were the same, she giggled again and blushed. she was back to happy cam already. "oh. well thanks," she said with a bright smile planted on her face.
what could cam cam do really? she hated class cause she didn't like feeling cooped up with no escape, and usually her mind was wrapped around the fear of burning to death that she didn't really pay attention in class. plus she didn't ever think over her words to make sure she didn't say anything that would make her stupid. she just spoke and was all but fine with it and usually everyone she hung around was fine with it too. then he told her that she should look at the clouds and find a watch so she laid back on the grass and looked up at the sky to find it. she didn't spot it and she frowned a bit and then he said that he was talking about the movie and she felt so dumb. she brought her hands up to cover her face and her embarrassment, "oh i feel like such a dummy." she peeked out from behind her hand and quickly covered her face again. of course she was okay with that because she thought he was cute and she, deep down, wanted him to think she was pretty and she was happy he did. "its okay..cause i think your um..cute," she finally said and she knew she had to be really red, so she kept her face hidden in her hands. WORDCOUNT:: five hundred and eighty eight(588)
MUSICPLAYING:: <.< stepdad has the headphones again :(
CURRENTMOOD:: TIRED GAH
POSTTAGGEDFOR:: janet with dillon(;
CHARACTEROUTFIT:: here
AUTHORSNOTES:: i love my janet<3 [/color][/font][/blockquote] |
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Post by dillon on Jan 10, 2012 6:09:58 GMT -5
And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are the female gender was kind of difficult to and for now cam cam was going to remain difficult until of course dillon got his prize. he didn’t know when that would be but he’d work at it until of course he got er to crack and of course it would be a time when he’d get her to not give him a reason to stop. trick her mind and body into it or just twist a yes out of her of course he didn’t know when this would be and well for now he could wait, but then it would be such a satisfaction. he would have earned it and a cruel abrupt way but fuck it. he needed to study her more and interactive moments like these were perfect for such occasions! he’d watch not her every move but read into her body language as good as a seventeen year old boy like him could manage and go from there. she was full of giggles he noted that much and smiles. it was sad for her, but dillon found it to be great...more of that meant she was generally accepting of him. she was easily falling to where he wanted her.
a frown. great what did he say to mess up this time. he didn’t want any damn frowns, but then again he didn’t know about her mother and had he. well he forgot if he had or not it would have been mentioned on chat and he wasn’t sure if he caught it or not...but he didn’t remember it that much was clear. he watched the tear fall and sighed a bit then she said her mommy was dead. man did he feel like a butt and normally he didn’t care much, but he wasn’t trying to bring about negative thoughts with mommy talk.. ”I am sorry to hear about your mommy cam cam” he said putting an arm around her kind of in comfort and that wasn’t something he normally did but well he let emotions get to him for a bit. it was someone’s mom. if his mom was gone he would be sad! ”its only honesty miss cam cam, but you are welcome” he said looking into the courtyard and back at her. ”i love your smile” he complimented. it was nice and bright and perfect.
dillon laid back with her too in attempted to help her find a watch, but that would be ironic and well what were the odds in it really being in the sky the same time as the bunny or the mad hatter..yeah one of them were flying in the sky today. though he couldn’t figure it out. he laid there just on a hunt and in turn spacing out a bit. then he looked over at her as she was covering her face and he giggled a little bit at it. it was cute he would give her that. ”don’t its okay i dind’t specify” he pointed out...but than again he didn’t know she was going to get confused about it either. the little peek through the fingers got him to smile. then she called him king and he blushed a little well forced himself to but that wasn’t something she’d note or maybe she would who knew? ”thank you cam cam” he said looking down and picking the grass acting like he was innocent and that comment was superior to him and making him shy and nervous and cute...but he was none of that...maybe cute..
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Post by cam on Jan 13, 2012 15:17:43 GMT -5
soon cameron alexis jones would come to be in a comprimising position with dillon alexander cavalier where she wouldn't be able to say no but it wouldn't matter at the time. for now though, she was getting to know dillon and starting to like him and think of how cute and gentlemany he seemed. too bad it was all an act because she would feel soon enough that he would be the one. he was one of the few people who didn't find her crazy, or well it seemed that he didn't.
when he said that he was sorry well the girl smiled at him. "its okay, she died saving people in a fire. so she's a hero." that was how she thought about it. what better way to die then to be a hero too? though she did miss her mommy but at least she was happy and alive and her mommy was in a better place anyway. she looked up at dillon and giggled, "plus she's in heaven with god and jesus i bet she's really happy." when he said that it was only the truth she giggled again, she didn't think she was that sweet but she did try so she blushed and well smiled at him. then she blushed an even deeper red when he said that he loved her smile. she giggled, "oh...you do?" she wondered why he liked it so much but she was glad someone did because she liked to smile and she giggled once more.
"i still feel silly. its just a movie," she said, keeping her hands over her face. she felt so stupid and silly for acting like such a big baby when it came to the alice thing. it wasn't real and she was such a dumby for thinking he met the mad hatter. he was only a cartoon character but it'd still be cool. she wished that they were real. it'd make life less duller than it seems. she looked at him as he blushed and looked at the ground. she felt kind of silly for hiding her blush when he was doing the same thing. she pulled her hand away from her face now and sat up and giggled. she was such a silly billy. "its true," she said softly. she did think he was cute and he was sweet and he was so nice. there was so much that cam cam was liking about dillon right now. so much. WORDCOUNT:: four hundred and fourteen(414)
MUSICPLAYING:: <.< stepdad has the headphones again :(
CURRENTMOOD:: TIRED GAH
POSTTAGGEDFOR:: janet with dillon(;
CHARACTEROUTFIT:: here
AUTHORSNOTES:: i love my janet<3 [/color][/font][/blockquote] |
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Post by dillon on Jan 18, 2012 15:21:34 GMT -5
And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are acting was something the cavaliers had always been strong in. his father acted like he didn’t love hope and acted to rape her so she would in fact be happy with alyxander hollins and his mother acting to be happy from time to time even if she was a hard ass. she had a tough life though. their blood was tough and kind of menacing and well cameron jones, was going to fall right into a not so pleasant trap on her end, but for now...he’d act like it was oh so pleasant.
a heroic death? well, if someone had to go that would be the way they would pry chose to go, but not everyone could be a hero and dillon wouldn’t save a soul. he’d save his and hope for a peaceful death, because the fact was everyone died. he deserved a harsh death though and nothing peaceful. ”sounds like a nice lady” he said being sincere about something for the time being. then the girl mentioned heaven. he wasn’t really a believer in religion so he kind of just gave her a grin and let her giggle. however he firmly believed in hell. how could it not exist? ”I’m sure she is really happy” he said just throwing it in there as not to be rude and not have a comment back to her when she spoke. he was a silent being but when someone didn’t talk to him when he spoke he got annoyed and he believed you got what you gave...but he never did get what he gave...if that made sense except hatred cause he was in fact a cold soul. ”i do” he said flashing a smile yet again an act.
”it is just a movie, but oh well its okay” he said and chuckled and reached up to one of her hands to get it away from her fact. ”come on now no need to hide it happens?” he said being that he liked to see someone’s face when they were talking and well her reaction had been long enough to her over reaction of the dream and movie combination. reality and alice in wonderland were kind of well a far breech, but oh well. cam cam would go on to be a hopeful and dillon would pretend like he actually cared... finally he face was out in the open again and dillon smiled. ”there you are” he said as his hand returned to his side. yeah so this wasn’t hide n go peek, but still he could see her face now which was better. ”well thank you” he said biting his lip and decided to lean over and kiss her cheek to be nice and kind of entrap her all the same.
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Post by cam on Jan 20, 2012 10:11:12 GMT -5
cameron's childhood was typical really, she just had fun and didn't let anything stop her from doing that. not even the death of her mother stopped the very optimistic girl from just having fun. well for a few days and she stayed in her room all by her lonesome. however her daddy talked her to come out of there and that it'd all be a-okay. and it was. everything was totally peachy and she liked it that way, and she couldn't wait to get to see her mommy again in heaven. though she would wait till god decided it was her turn.
the pretty little cam cam was proud of her mommy for dying a hero and helping someone. if she had to choose a way for her mommy to die, it would be that. though she rather it'd have been a painful one because fire hurt and she didn't want to think about the pain she must have felt. she couldn't help but giggle when he called her mom a nice lady and she smiled brightly at him, "oh she was. she was the bestest mommy in the whole wide world." she just nodded at him when he said she was really happy. she was, well she had to be. who wouldn't be happy in heaven? she knew her mommy was probably hanging with her favorite artists and eating with jesus. it would be amazing to be able to eat with jesus and she already knew she'd want to eat dinner with her mommy and jesus. and of course her daddy cause he'd die of old age before she died of old age. she smiled at him and giggled because she never heard so many compliments in one day. usually people were calling her weird and things and she wanted to hide from those mean people.
cam cam kept her hands on her face despite his pulling because she was just so embarrassed. why wasn't he leaving? calling her a weirdo, a freak, childish, or an idiot? she liked that he wasn't leaving but it was weird because if she did this back home, she usually lost a friend. why? because she was too 'immature' but she didn't care, she was just cameron alexis jones and she didn't want to change. "no it doesn't," she said to him when he said it happened but finally her hands were off her face and she looked over at him. "why aren't you leaving or calling me names?" she was honestly curious on why he wasn't doing so because wasn't that what the normal people did to the weirdos? leave? when he kissed her cheek though, her eyes widened and she couldn't say anything because she just didn't know what to say to it. WORDCOUNT:: four hundred and sixteen(416)
MUSICPLAYING:: <.< stepdad has the headphones again :(
CURRENTMOOD:: TIRED GAH
POSTTAGGEDFOR:: janet with dillon(;
CHARACTEROUTFIT:: here
AUTHORSNOTES:: i love my janet<3 [/color][/font][/blockquote] |
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