i want to hold your hand

[anthony samuel costello]

there was pretty much nothing to do today, especially after hearing the devestating news about hannah's mother. he may does not know what she's going through but from the tears and not saying much, he understands the pain she's going through. he wish he could make all of this go away and pretend like nothing happened but he can't. all he could do is to just stand by hannah's side and hold her hand, stay strong for the both of them, and be there whenever she needs him. he doesn't want to see the girl he loves in pain and in tears because when he sees her sad, it makes him sad. anthony knows how to make hannah laugh and knows how to change a serious situation into a happy situation but not this time.

so anthony and hannah was locked inside his dorm, cuddling and laying down on his bed while staring up at the ceiling. that's pretty much what they did all day. there was probably a moment of silence every now and then that led to some tears. so tony wrapped his arms around hannah, gently resting his chin on top of her shoulder, and giving her a soft peck on the cheek. he hates seeing hannah like this. he doesn't want to see her crying and upset all day but he knows how much she loved her mom. he knows how much she wanted to make her proud and hope to continue follow her mother's footsteps someday. these two had a pretty good relationship. anthony met her mother couple times and he really seem to like her. they got along pretty well and she really seem to like him, especially because she told him that hannah and him make a pretty cute couple.

he didn't know what to say right now. he couldn't find the right words to describe how he feels at this moment. i'm sorry about your mom, hun. he said as those were the only words that seem to come out from his mouth. he didn't know what else to say except continue saying sorry. is there anything you want me to do? do you want me to get you something to eat? you haven't eaten nothing all day. he suggested, wanting to do something. he may not know what she's going through but he understand of losing a parent. well, not really but he understand what she's going through. when his parents got a divorced, all anthony wanted to do was to lock inside his room and cry all day because he sometimes felt like his problems was the cause of their divorce. what do you except? he was a little kid when that happen.


tagged: hannah (gabby)
notes: sorry it sucks.. i'm no good at starting it. xD

[hannah lynn zepherson]

hannah couldn't move, she couldn't muster up much but laying with anthony. she wasn't even sure she wanted to be anymore. her whole life was ruined now because her mom was gone. she loved her mom so much, they were always so happy and now she was gone. she had no family anymore. her father ditched them and now her mom was gone. it was just horrible. she cried and cried until she couldn't anymore. then she cuddled and talked until she had to cry again. until the tears overcame her and she cried once again. she was happy to have anthony because she couldn't have done this alone. she wouldn't have to either but now she could hold him and cry into him. he could make it all better.

she cursed god, she cursed him so much. how could he take her away? what did she do to deserve this? what did her mom do to deserve this? her mom was a wonderful mother and hannah didn't do anything bad really. she lied about her and anthony but...that wasn't the point. she just cried and menally cursed. it was a painful thing. to lose a parent was the worst feeling in the world. it was like she lost the meaning of life. life had no more meaning anymore. she didn't want to go to school, she didn't want to socialize, she just wanted to lay here and cry.

the silent tears were flowing down her cheek as she looked up at anthony as he said sorry again. sorry. she would never think she could ever be sick of the word sorry but she was. the moment that she said her mother wasn't a survivor, she had tons of sorry's. it wasn't there fault, they didn't do it and they couldn't really bring her back either. apologies and condolences would get annoying and they just kind of pissed her off. but with anthony she just sighed,"stop saying that. its not your fault." she just laid her head on his shoulder and let the silent tears roll down her face as he asked if she wanted anything. she shook her head, "no just you to lay here with me." that was all she wanted, she didn't want anything else. she didn't want food, she just wanted him to lay there with her. "i'm not hungry."

tagged: anthony and tony<3
words: three hundred and ninety six
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notes: pshhh its not sucky its sexy and made me cry<3

[anthony samuel costello]

anthony doesnt like to see his lovely girlfriend like this, crying and upset. he knows how much she loved her mother, especially because she was the only family member she had in this cruel world. he didn't know what to do or what to say except be there for hannah for whenever she need him until she could get back onto her feet. he would hold her hand and stand by her side through this difficult situation. he doesn't like to see people he cares about in pain or suffer. he found out that detta has cancer and one day he'll lose his baby sister. now, he found out that hannah lost her mother in a plane crash. he sometimes wonder what he do that made god angry. he doesn't deserve for this cruel punishment. is it the way he acts? the fact that he treats detta more special than his own sister? or is it because he's secretly drinking again and not telling anyone about it?

anthony knows how pissed hannah is to continue listening those words but that's all he could say. he couldn't find the right words to say because if he did, he would probably make it worse. he nod his head and biting his lower lip, trying not say anything else. all right. he said. he looked at her as he notice hannah resting her head on his shoulder. he felt the tears rolling down her face to his shoulders because every tear felt like painful bullets hitting him. he kissed the top of her head while . he didn't want to see her to cry because when he sees her in tears, he felt like he wanted to cry with him. he had to be strong not only for him but for her too.

anthony could do that. he could be here and lay with her all day and all night, as long as she wants him too because it shows how much she means to him. he just nod his head and did what she wanted. he knows she would probably say no but he wants her to eat. he's not gonna let the person that means so much to him eat nothing all day. he wanted her to eat at least something. come on, hannah. you gotta eat something. he said, trying to convince her.


tagged: hannah (gabby)
notes: d'awww! i'm sorry for making you cry? xD

[hannah lynn zepherson]

her mommy was dead. she felt like a little girl all alone with no one to hold and talk to. it was her fault too. it was all her fault her mother was gone. she caused this, she had to plead to come to this school as a freshman. she had keep pleading to come here to boarding school instead of being home schooled. she wanted a place where she could meet teenagers and better herself. she wanted to enjoy things like prom and stuff. but if she didn't do that, her mom wouldn't be coming to boston to see her. her mother and her would be together and there would be no need to go to boston and her mom wouldn't have died. it was all her fault and all she wanted to do was kill herself. end her life because she didn't deserve to live and she didn't want to.

but there was one thing stopping her and his name was anthony sameul costelo. if it wasn't for her boyfriend and best friend she would have done that forever ago. ended her life. she would have done it the moment she found out the bad news. but he was here and he needed her. he would lose his sister and she would lose a friend soon enough and she would be here for him. she would hold him when he needed to cry and love him when he needed to be loved. she couldn't leave him when he would need her so soon. and if she knew he was drinking again? oh it would hurt her so much. she would feel like the cause of that. she couldn't be helping with all the crying and pain. she would feel horribly bad for pushing him into drinking or not being a good enough girlfreind where he'd need to drink to get rid of his problems. instead of taking them out to her. she didn't need those feelings right now and all she wanted was to die because she was so lonely.

he kept telling her to eat but she didn't want to eat and she didn't deserve it at all. "stop please," she said a little angrier. "please i'm not fucking hungry." her eyes widened when she realized the words that came out of her mouth and she sobbed, hiding her head into him. "please i'm so sorry anthony. i just..i'm so tired and its my fault she died. i just can't eat. please..just stay here with me."

tagged: anthony and tony<3
words: four hundred and twenty-one
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notes: pshhh its not sucky its sexy and made me cry<3

[anthony samuel costello]

anthony's drinking problem has secretly gotten out of control but he doesn't want to talk about it because its really nobody's business except his. he doesn't want nobody to know about it because he thinks he could fix it on his own by not getting the people he cares about into a situation that isn't such a big deal. he doesn't know why everyone is making a big deal about it. its his problem, not theirs. there's lots of things going on that causes him to continue drinking. he knows he promised for detta's and hannah's sake that he'll stop soon but how can he stop if there's so many things? he wanted to talk to hannah about it and tell her that she's not the cause of him drinking but he doesn't like to talk about it. he's someone who keep his feelings and his problems to him, not wanting to talk about it because he doesn't want to talk about it. and if he does talk about it, he knows that they would be disappointed to him and he would lose the people he cares about. he's trying but only for detta and for hannah but for him too because he doesn't want them to see him in a death bed.

anthony didn't say a word to hannah but mostly because he didn't want to say anything else that would make her even more mad at him. he felt hannah hiding her head into him and just lay there quietly. he got up from the bed, sitting down at the edge of the bed and looking down at the floor. all he wanted to do was to break down into tears with her and let out all of his anger at her for blaming herself for her mother's death but hold it in and try to stay strong for the both of them. he took a deep breath in and let it out with a small sigh. he turn around, looking over at hannah while giving her a small smile. he reach for her hand, gently pulling her toward him and gave her hug. he kissed the top of her head and said, i'm not going anywhere. i'm staying right here until you ask me to leave. anthony would never leave hannah, especially during a difficult time like this. he loves her and he would do anything for her. tony slowly pulled away from the hug and looked at hannah. he raised his hand and place his finger under her chin, gently raising her head so he could look into those beautiful brown eyes of hers. look at me.. its not your fault. you didn't cause the plane to crash and her death. you need to stop blaming yourself. its not healthy and if you're tired, then take a little nap. he told her, not caring whether or not if she yells at him again. can't blame the guy for deeply caring about his girlfriend.

tagged: hannah (gabby)
notes: i'm sorry.. for now on, no more depressing posts.. i promise! (:

[hannah lynn zepherson]

hannah just cared so much about anthony and she didn't want him hurting, she just wanted to make it better. he did it so much for her that she wanted to help too. help him, but she was just making it worse and she hated it. she wanted to smile and be happy for anthony but she couldn't, it hurt way too much to do that. she lost the one person who was always there for her, she couldn't be happy knowing that she had no home to go back to when school ended. that she wouldn't walk into her home smelling something burning and then deciding it was better if they went and got take-out. she would miss her mother's smile and laugh and her home. she'd miss it all and she didn't know what she'd do. or if she'd be able to come back here next year. what if she couldn't? she'd have to leave detta and anthony and all her friends behind. there was so much going through the pretty brunette's head.

next thing she knew she was alone in bed and she closed her eyes. she wanted him to be right next to her, not away from her. but she deserved it, she shouldn't have took her anger out at him, she was just so sick of this. she didn't want food, she couldn't sleep, she just want ed to be here on this bed. was that really too damn much to ask? then she opened her eyes to tell him to come back and he was looking at her with a smile, and she tried to smile back. next thing she knew she was hugging him and crying onto his shoulder. this was all she wanted, was to be held by him and to cry. she couldn't manage much else but finally the tears stopped coming and she nodded. "i don't want you to leave ever..i dont' want to lose you too," she said softly.

when he tilted her head up so they were looking into each other's eyes, he smiled softly. "but if i didn't beg to come to this school she'd never have been on that plan anthony. if i stayed home with her then this wouldn't have happened." she just shook her head, she didn't want to sleep. she couldn't sleep. everytime she closed her eyes all she saw was the face of her mother and she just couldn't do that right now. "i can't anthony. i can't sleep. i want to just be happy again. i want to turn back time and be happy." she felt a tear roll down her face as she looked up at him and bit her lip.

tagged: anthony and tony<3
words: four hundred and fifty-two
outfit: finally<3
notes::p i cry all the time so its okay<3 i cry writing my responsesxD

[anthony samuel costello]

anthony loves hannah and really cares about her. he'll do just about anything for her. he knows losing a mother must a difficult thing to deal with and no one shouldn't go through that. when he notice hannah upset about losing her mom, he knows how much she deeply loved her. he may tell her that hr mom is looking down at her and want her to continue living without having her feeling grief but he could be telling a lie to her. he doesn't mind seeing her like this because he knows that hannah will bounce back soon and be his happy hannah banana again.

anthony notice hannah was trying to return the smile back. he doesn't like seeing her like this, it breaks his heart because there's nothing he could do to turn that frown upside down. during the hug, he notice she began to cry once again. the more he sees and hear her cry, the more it breaks his heart. he was wondering why she would think such an awful thing like that. why would he leave her? why she does feel like she's gonna lose him? he's not going anywhere because it shows how much he loves her and how much he want to be with her. besides, if he leaves her, then it proofs that he's becoming just like his father who walked out on his mom for another woman and not trying to fix his problems that he caused. you're not gonna lose me and i will never leave you. why would you say a crazy thing lke that? tony asked.

he notice a small smile appeared on hannah's face. it took a while to see that adorble smile appeared on that goregous face of hers once again. he was thinking for a moment of what to say next, trying to find the right words to tell her. he doesn't know why she's blaming herself for her mother's death. so what are you saying? if you didn't come to this school, then we wouldn't have met and we wouldn't be dating right now. i mean, would you rather have your mom back than ever meeting me? he asked, looking at her. he didn't want to say that but the words just came out from his mouth. he understand if hannah hated him for saying a stupid thing like that. you gotta get over it, hannah. she's dead, its time to move on. i'm sure your mom wants you to stop crying and continue on with your life. he continued. he may sound a little harsh there but he's sorta tired of continue hearing hannah saying that her mother's death is her fault.

anthony notice another tear rolling down her cheek again, so he wiped it away and said, if you want to be happy again, then stop putting yourself down. i bet your mom would be upset at you because she knows this isn't what she wanted for you. she wants you to be happy again.

tagged: hannah (gabby)
notes: d'awww!! poor gabby.

[hannah lynn zepherson]

hannah looked up at the boy she loved, not sure how to answer his question. she didn't know why she thought half the things she was thinking. it was probably the lack of sleep, the sadness or just her own paranoia. who knew, she just didn't want anthony to leave her. she was already losing detta, she was like family, like her sister. she loved the girl so much but she was losing her, just like she lost her mother and she didn't want to lose anthony too. she just felt like her constant sadness and attitude would push him away from her but she didn't know how to smile or make it go away. "i feel like you'll leave because i keep yelling and crying and i can't lose you too." she just wanted her mom back, for detta to be healthy and to just be damn happy again. why was that too much to ask for? why did her mom have to die, why did detta have to have cancer. it hurt so much. all of it hurt.

she was trying to smile, trying just for anthony, maybe smiling would keep him around. but he said he wouldn't leave. how did she know? what if her sadness and anger got too much and he just walked away from her. there just was no way she would be able to recover from that. though his next words made her cringe. she didn't know. she loved tony but she loved her mom. "please..thats not what i meant. i love you," she said softly and shook her head pulling her knees to her and leaning her head on them to hide her face from him. to hide the tears that were rushing down her face because of him. "i just want my mom back anthony...i just..she's my mom! if your mom died you'd want to do whatever you could to bring her back."

hannah cringed again, she just wanted this to be over, for her and anthony to be happy together. this crying and some what arguing hurt a lot and she just wiped the tears off and picked her head up. "its not that easy! do you think that i don't wish i could be happy? to smile and get over it? do you think i like crying and hurting and obviously upsetting you?" she bit on her lips, she didn't want to sound mean but she was annoyed. every tiny thing just made her want to yell and scream. she hated it all.

she leaned her head into his touch and couldn't help but smile softly. he was right, she knew it deep down that he was right but she didn't know how to be happy again. "i know...i just don't know how." she bit her lip and looked up at him, "all i know is that you make me happy."

tagged: anthony and tony<3
words: four hundred and eighty-six
outfit: finally<3
notes:i know<3

[anthony samuel costello]

anthony couldn't believe hannah would say something like that to him. why would she say something like that? she knows that he loves her so much and he told her probably hundred of times that he would never leave her, so why would she continue bringing it up? tony is not that type of person who would leave someone just because of their cries and yells. he can't really do nothing but continued holding her hand and stand by her, catching her whenever she falls because that's what a boyfriend is supposed to do. he will never leave her and everytime he tells her that, he meant every single word of it. you gotta stop thinking that, hannah. i will never leave you. if i wanted to leave you, then i wouldn't be here right now. he told her, looking at her.

he notice that she was trying to smile and he gave her a little small smile back, looking away for a moment. he hates seeing her like this. he just wish there was something he would do to make her happy again.. but this time for real. he notice that she's trying to smile and trying to be happy for him and he doesn't like it. really because it sounded like that's what you meant. he said, not trying to make eye contact with her. he didn't want to see you cry again because if he did, he would probably lose it. he looked down at the ground and shaking his head. i know you want her back! all your crying pretty much tells it all. and maybe if that happened to me, i would probably to do anything to bring her back but at the same time i'll get over it and move on. she's gone and she's not coming back! just deal with it, okay? he said, yelling at her. he felt bad taking all of his anger that he kept inside him and release it to hannah. he looked at her and open his mouth, waiting for the apology to come out but nothing. he closed his mouth and gently chewing the lower lip.

while looking back down at the ground, tony heard hannah telling him something again. he just sit there and listen until she was done talking. a small smirk escaped from his lips and rolled his eyes. he just couldn't deal with it anymore. he didn't know what else to do. apparently, you don't seem to care if you upset me or not because you keep doing it. i know that its not easy but you gotta at least try. i hate seeing you like this! its hurting me to see you throwing your life away and seeing you still grieving about your mother's death. he continued. he hate being mean and angry at her but he's just telling her the truth. when tony look over toward hannah to see if she was okay or not, he felt her head slowly touching his and notice another smile appearing on her adorable face. he couldn't help but give her a little smile back and brushing some her hair behind her ear. and you make me happy too. just take it one day at a time. you'll be happy again.. don't worry. i'm sorry for taking my anger at you. you don't deserve that.

tagged: hannah (gabby)
notes: c:

[hannah lynn zepherson]

hannah understood now and nodded when he said that she had to stop thinking that, "okay. i'll try." she got it, he wouldn't leave her and that was good because she wouldn't know what to do or how to handle herself if he was gone away from her. if he just stood up and walked out that door, she would die even more inside. but that wouldn't happen because he wouldn't leave. and she'd just have to keep her emotions a little more in check just to make sure it doesn't.

the pain in her body just grew worse with his words and she took a deep breath and bit her lip. "anthony im so sorry. i love you and i'm soo happy to have met you! thats not how i meant it at all. just..i wish there was something i could do to bring her back. i'm so sorry. for making you think..that i don't want you. i don't appreciate you. please for give me," she said as fast a she could before taking a deep breath and trying not to sob and cry once again. her heart just continued to break with his words and his yelling. it slid into her heart like a hot knife and she moved away from him and further on her bed. "please...its not that simple..i want to be happy. to be over it," she said, the tears falling down her face. "i..just don't know how to get over it. i can't..its only been less then a week anthony. i don't have magical powers that makes everything okay in just a few days. these things take time..i haven't even buried her yet. i haven't had that closure." she just watched him open his mouth but not say anything and that hurt more than his words. because it meant he felt like he couldn't say anything to her and it made her close her eyes and turn away from him.

she cringed again and let the tears fall once more and not because of her mom this time. but because she made anthony angry at her and it hurt so much. "it hasn't been that long! i care for you a lot but it takes time and i'm not throwing my life away." she sat up and moved to him and bit her lip. "if anything i want more then ever to do what i always wanted to do. to keep my mother's image and dreams alive." she shook her head and sighed when he apologized. "its okay...i deserved it. if anything it helped," she pulled her head away and kissed him softly. "it'll be okay in time."

tagged: anthony and tony<3
words: four hundred and fifty-two
outfit: finally<3
notes:(:

[anthony samuel costello]

anthony felt a little accomplished on the inside when he notice she nod her head. that's all he wants. he will never leave hannah and he will never let her go. all he want is to hold her onto his arms and never wanting to let go. without her in his life, he would be nothing and would be even more miserable and worse than how he really is right now. if she made him choose and gave him an ultimatum right now, he would choose hannah over alcohol. sure, alcohol is there whenever he needed a drink to help him make his problems go away but its always there. hannah will always be there for him whenever he need a shouder to cry on, always there to listen to his problems, and love him.

he didn't want to argue with hannah about what happened to her mom and everything else but all of his anger that he's been holding inside for a long time was unleashed. he felt bad that he was taking his anger on her and knew that she didn't deserve it. he should be taking it out on his father or someone else, not hannah. he cock his head to the side, looking over at hannah while listening to what she had to say. he notice she was starting to cry again and he couldn't help it but felt upset because it was his fault. hannah's cry was like his kryptonite; he felt weak and heartbroken to see those tears rolling down her face.

tony just sit there on the edge of the bed and not saying nothing because he couldn't think of anything to say to her. he could lie to her and tell her that everything is gonna be okay but what if it doesn't? all he wants right now is to see hannah happy. after hearing what she was telling him and notice she finally stop talking, it look like it was his turn. he thought about wondering what to say but couldn't think of anything except apologize for what he said. anthony was trying to reach for her hand when he notice she moved away from him. tony pulled his hand back and just look down at the ground, wondering what to say next. he didn't want to argue anymore and didn't want to upset hannah more. you gotta at least try to be happy.. to get over it because your crying and sadness is bringing other people down but its okay. you could feel upset and cry all you want until you ran out of tears. i mean, if that'll make you feel better. he said, trying not to make eye contact. he doesn't want to see her cry because if he does, he can't help himself but cry with her.

you could get over it, hannah. its like you said.. you could start off by keeping your mother's dreams and her memories alive by doing what she loves to do. it'll feel like she's standing right beside you, holding her hand and not letting go. it'll feel like she never left. he finally looked up and notice hannah was standing next to him. tony returned the kiss and looked at hannah, forcing a small smile. he took her hands onto his and just look into those pretty brown eyes. what do you wanna do today? we could continue cuddling or we could get outta here and do whatever you want to do.

tagged: hannah (gabby)
notes: c:

[hannah lynn zepherson]

hannah knew she had to try and be happy. she had to forget about the pain and the fact that she had lost her mother. she had to embrace the love of anthony and vendetta. she had to love other's the way they loved her. not that she didn't love her boyfriend and best friend. she loved both of them and even loved matthew. but she couldn't stop wishing she had her mother with her. her wedding dreams were ruined. she had no one to walk her down the isle, she didn't have a dad and she always pictured her mother to do it. now? she had no one left. she'd have to walk down the isle all on her own. if anything she felt like she never wanted to get married anymore because she didn't want to change all of her years and years of planning. it hurt to have everything ripped from you. at least she still had anthony but would detta be there? would she be able to be the maid of honor that she wanted her to be? it all hurt so much to watch everything fall apart in front of her.

she hated this argument, it hurt her even worse inside. she didn't realize how much she was hurting and he kept yelling at her. she felt like a horrible girlfriend because she didn't want to make him mad. she didnt like seeing that side of him and it made her stomach twist in a knot and her heart was bleeding. he kept looking away from her and it only made her want to cry even more. all of this was too much for her mind and body to handle in such a small time frame. but she'd work past it and be the hannah everyone loved but be more determined then before. she would keep her mother's memory alive in her clothing and in her. she would be that small reminder that her mother had been an amazing fashion designer and there was no getting over it!

she wanted to be told it would be okay, to her it wasn't lying it was the truth. because sooner or later it will all be okay and she just wanted tony to tell her that. to make her believe in the impossible again. she was so down on herself that she needed a quick pick me up and not a constant screaming and arguing. it was their first real argument and she never wanted to go through that again. she knew she was bringing everyone down and it hurt to know this. she just wanted them to all be happy too. she needed them to be happy because having them sad only made it worse for her. "i'm sorry..i don't want to hurt you or anyone else." she bit at her lip. "i'll..i'll try. i'll try so hard to be happy for you and for everyone," she said softly, looking down at the floor.

"i can do that. i can keep her memory alive," she said softly before nodding. she looked into his eyes and sighed because just looking into his eyes made her happy. she could do that for hours. when he asked what she wanted to do, she didn't know how to answer. maybe going out would be a good idea? some fresh air and food? she looked at her outfit and frowned. she would need to get dressed. "um..lets go out? and eat something?" she stood on her toes to kiss his cheek and smiled, "after making a quick stop to my room."

tagged: anthony and tony<3
words: six hundred and
outfit: here
notes: <33333

[anthony samuel costello]

anthony may argue with a bunch of people like his mom, his step dad, his dad, or even with detta. but the one person he doesn't like to argue is with hannah. he doesn't like it because he hate to see her upset and crying about something hurtful that he said. it makes him feel and look like a terrible boyfriend. every time he see she upset or crying, he felt like something awful inside him. like a sharp pain on his chest or like someone is stabbing on his heart. he's working on his bad temper and trying not to be angry about every little thing that really isn't such a big deal.

tony shook his head while he heard hannah apologizing to him. she didn't need to apologize because she didn't do nothing wrong. anthony should be the one apologizing to her for yelling and being angry about something that's silly. why are you apologizing? you did nothing wrong to hurt me or anybody else. he said, softly. maybe she did something that hurt tony but he doesn't seem to care because he understands what she's going through. well sorta. look, you don't have to be happy for me and for everyone. i just want you to be to happy on your own terms. i don't want to force you to be happy. that'll make me not a good boyfriend. he said, looking up at her. he didn't want her to do that. he just wanted her to smile and be happy again whenever she feels like it, not because he's forcing her or everyone else. he doesn't want to force anybody to do something that they think they're not ready. if it takes hannah couple months, couple weeks or even years to be happy again then so be it.

a little smile appeared on anthony's face when he heard hannah saying something about keeping her mother's dream alive. good because i'm sure that's what your mom would love to hear. he said, making eye contact. he looked into those beautiful brown eyes of hers. he was actually surprised she wanted to go out. he thought she would've choose to stay in the room and continued cuddling but then again getting out of the room and getting some fresh air would be a good idea. he looked at her, noticing what she was wearing and a sudden small chuckle escaped from his lips. why? i mean, what's wrong with what you're wearing? its perfect. he asked. after the little peck on the cheek she gave, he notice she was walking toward her room and quickly grab her by wrapping his arms around her hips.

tagged: hannah (gabby)
notes: blah.. sorry its short and sucky. c:

[hannah lynn zepherson]

hannah hated arguing, with anyone. she hated the yelling and screaming and things people said during arguments. so many things go wrong because of arguing. people could have said the same things that they yell about nicely and calmly and things would get done. yelling causes more problems and the end result is never good. she would try her hardest to take in a deep breath and not yell. she would be old hannah who had control over her anger and sadness and didn't just let it all out on everyone. that wasn't what she was supposed to do. that wasn't what a lady did.

when he asked her why she was apologizing she bit on her lip and looked down. "i've upset you tony..i've upset you and detta and id on't know how to fix it." she nodded when he told her that she had to be happy on her won terms and not for them. but she just couldn't help but want to be happy for the one's around her because she knew it hurt them and she didn't want to hurt her friends. why? because it wasn't right! she couldn't stand the idea of causing the people she loved heartache and pain. so she'd smile for them. she'd work on herself and being happy for them. she'd grieve her mother and work on herself while smiling as much as she could. "you could never be a horrible boyfriend. your the best boyfriend in the world," she said truthfully.

she let a few tears fall down her face when he said that was what her mother would have liked. they were happy tears this time and another smile appeared on the girls face and she hugged him. "thank you anthony. for everything. for taking sense into me and cheering me up." she kissed him softy, smiling into his lips and pulling away. in all truths she rather not leave the room just yet, her makeup was smudged and she didn't look good at all but her stuff wasn't here. and she was trying to be happy for anthony. "everything is wrong with what i'm wearing tony! i'm not freezing my ass off because you want me wearing practically nothing," she said smiling and trying to joke around. when he came up behind her and wrapped his arms around her hips, she stopped and looked up at him. "hey there..how are we supposed to walk to my room if you do that."

tagged: anthony and tony<3
words: four hundred and fifteen
outfit: here
notes: sorry this is so late<3

[anthony samuel costello]

maybe she was speaking the truth but it was something that she didn't need to say sorry for because there's nothing she could do to fix this little situation. to him, anthony didn't know what she was talking about when she said there was something to fix. he didn't notice no situation between him and hannah nor her with detta. but he can't do nothing about it. all he could do is accept her apology and act like nothing happened because that's all he could do. she didn't do anything wrong to make him upset. there's a lot of stuff going on with anthony that he felt like he wanted to take all his anger at her because he couldn't deal with feeling mad anymore. no, you didn't upset me nor detta and there's nothing you could do to fix it because there's nothing to fix. he said softly. he didn't felt like he was the best boyfriend in the world for hannah but if that's what she thinks about him, then that's fine by him. i don't think of myself as the best boyfriend.. but thanks for that compliment. what makes me the best boyfriend anyways? he asked.

anthony notice some tears running down her face and he was wondering if he said something to upset her. at first, he thought she was upset but he notice a smile appeared on her face and felt her arms wrapped around him for a hug. he returned the hug and kissed her back. he was glad to cheer you're welcome, sweetie. that's what i'm here for. he said, smiling. he took a quick glance at hannah and notice how she looked. maybe going out for some fresh air was probably a bad idea. he couldn't help but laugh at that little joke she told him. what? it's perfect. you could borrow my sweater or i could just wrap my arms around you to help you warm. that way you won't freeze your ass off. he continued, trying to make a little joke. he didn't care what she wore because that's not what he cares about. all he cares about right now is to go get some fresh air by taking a nice little walk with her.

we could still walk over toward your room like this. he said, looking down at her. he softly kissed the top of her head and moved his arms away from her hips while taking a step back. he moved over to the left side and taking both of her hands onto his. now, he didn't felt like going anywhere. now, all he wants to do is to continued be locked inside his room with her and cuddle. that's all he wants but only if that's what she wants too though. do you really wanna go out and having people to look at you.. looking like that or we could just stay here? tony asked, shrugging his shoulders. he gave her a smile while slowly pulling her back toward his bed.

tagged: hannah (gabby)
notes:sorry for the rambling. c: