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[amanda katrina miller]

YOU CAN FEEL THE POUNDING WRAPPED AROUND YOUR CHEST
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amanda had once bee a doctor and yes she has her degree, and she wasn't fired for anything. she's not an idiot and knows when to act proper and usually does when it's necessary. but why was she now a teacher? she didn't want to be away from her children and that was what caused her to join the staff here at riverside. to keep a fresh eye on her two sons and the rest of her family. of course her best friends all worked here as well so that was always good. they would care for the young children, and watch over them to make sure they didn't do anything stupid. yeah she wasn't so sure she trusted her two sons. hell the were her sons and their fathers could be idiots as well. so the two boys would have some form of the three parents ridiciolous tendencies.

but those thoughts weren't going through her mind right now as she ate her sandwhich. she was worried about ross. maddix's girlfriend and a girl that amanda already loved to peices. hell she liked the girl the moment she mentioned stealing maddix's othello. why was she worried? because ross had a 'mother' who wasn't the nicest and well amanda was close to killing the woman over and over. she obviously had no mother instincts if shes going to tell her daughter that she's horrible. that everything about her was wrong. no amanda thought the opposite about ross. she was beautiful, caring and well the girl could cook. the blonde knew that from experience. maybe she'd have ross cook her something soon, she was going to need all the food she could get.

amanda katrina miller was a fat pregnant bitchy music teacher. okay so she was pregnant, bitchy and the music teacher, she wasn't exactly fat just yet. she would get there soon enough though, she always did. the woman ate like a fucking horse when she was pregnant. she had connor and summer cooking for her often when she was pregnant with maddix, even adrian cooked for her or bought her food because the blonde had been starving. during aster's pregnancy, she was constantly sending adrian out to go buy stuff for her to eat or cook large amounts of food for her. yeah it was crazy, but she was a fat woman at heart on a normal day. pregnancy just made it worse.

this was why the lovely amanda was in the teachers lounge. she was taking her lunch break. hell she had been eating small things in class all day. yet here she was, with a bowl of soup, two sandwiches and a bag of chips. not those wimpy bags of chips but a full bag of chips. she was hungry and what she didn't finish she would snack on during the rest of the day. "god i'm fat," she finally said with a laugh. "oh well."

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[summer rayan arlington]

summer rayann arlington, went from drug addict, to baby mama, to a rock stars wife, to fashion designer, to the sex ed teacher at her children’s high school. the woman was only thirty six years of age, but the woman felt like she had taken on so much and conquered so much, that well she wouldn’t mind being considered old, but she really wasn’t all that old and aster miller constantly reminded her she was on chat. she would skin that boy someday. no really she wouldn’t she loved him because he was one of her best friends children. the woman was now a teacher at the school along with amanda miller to keep close to her children. it was over bearing really and she felt bad for the kids maybe, but she wished that her mother had been there even in the slightest bit. her favorite job over all was being a mother. she was here being a mother and she too unbeknown to some was going to have that opportunity yet again.


the brunette striked up a smile walking into the teachers lounge to see amanda eating a sandwich. ”oh no its about to get really crazy up in here my baby mama’s here ya’ll should evacuate now...or nah just kidding stay golden” she said sitting down across from amanda setting her lunch down. yeah, some of the staff didn’t exactly approve of summer’s form of education let alone her personality, but she didn’t give a fuck though? why? because she hadn’t changed for anyone in the last eighteen years and she wasn’t about to do it now. educating teens about sex was a touchy subject, but she was strong enough to do it and it humored her. plus, it meant she went to school for a little bit for something which was nice. the blonde in front of her looked lost in thought, so summer kept hush after her entrance and began to eat on her salad. it was a salad kind of day for her..


working at the same place as amanda would be cool it meant that she had a friend. well a couple hope hollins her long time girlfriend was also working here at the school. it was like one big fat reunion everyday. though she loved these people and couldn’t get enough of them. she truly considered them to be her family and people she got better with and grew with, but she remained true to herself she was pretty much the same ol’ summer she was back in high school. ”i could so make a better kickass sandwich for you with like three different types of meet, some bomb cheese, some veggies” she melted at the sound of that and looked down at her salad dully. ”i’m such a pig” she said shaking her head at herself.

summer shook her head at her friend when she called herself fat. ”you’re not fat miller silence yourself” she said smirking over at her. yeah, this was really happening she just joined her for lunch not saying hi or anything just sat down and went on and on talking and answering amanda’s words talking to herself even over her thoughts about food. ”oh hi by the way” she said stabbing a piece of lettuce smiling at her and then popped it into her mouth.


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summer was probably one of her best friends. for a girl who originally hates all people and didn't want to connect with them, she had a lot of friends and a lot of people she cared about. she had adrian, hope, izzy, connor, summer, hannah and all the children. she learned that all people weren't horrible and she was glad. she didn't know what her life would be without the one's she loved and cared for. actually she kind of did. she'd probably be the old lady with a bunch of cats who yelled and screamed at kids to stay off of her lawn. but nope, she was a pretty happy woman with two boys and another child on the way.

the woman heard a familiar voice and the words made her laugh, if it wasn't her baby daddy. she looked up from her food and smirked before shakign her head. she had nothing to say, because well she was the one who went along with it when she was pregnant with maddix. she kind of put herself to here this with each pregnancy. the same thing happened with aster and well summer was just papa summer to her kids. it was just kind of normal for them. summer was always 'papa' because well it was funny really. connor had been slacking when it came to maddix's pregnancy so she gave the dad duities to summer or well summer took them and told her to deal but either way it's how it happened. she watched the few other teachers look at them like they were weird.

some people didn't get summer's way of thinking and teaching but amanda knew summer for so long and she knew that there just was no getting around it. amanda's way of teaching was pretty frowned upon except to her students themselves. most of her students respected her. she made friends in most of them but she also wasn't afraid to discipline them like they were her own children. threatening usually always happened in the classroom of mrs. amanda katrina miller. most teachers seemed to frown upon her methods but she probably had the most well behaved class in the school, so obvioulsy she was doing something right. even though if you asked anyone, they really weren't afraid of amanda. not that they should be, but she has a bad rap of well,s tabbing. though most were afraid of victoria hope hollins. and there was many reasons to.

the girl had always been a firecracker and well she loved her best friend to death and wasn't at all afraid of her. she understood why other's were. it was always the nicer, quieter one's that seemed to be the worst of punishers. however she loved working with the two girls and being three fat pregnant best friends. it was funny how they all go pregnant around the same time and then they all could have adorable babies. hope and summer already had tons, amanda was good with her two boys but she kind of needed another one. hopefully a girl she can teach to threaten people with love. like a mini amanda prodigy. it was bad enough her other two kids did the whole crazy miller-tumlin things. this one would be a mini amanda.

hearing the words 'kick ass sandwhich,' made amanda look up. oh was summer's food good. hell it was the only reason she lasted throughout maddix's pregnancy. "you should do that, i'm starving." she was kind of in food heaven now that summer mentioned this and she wasn't going to let the girl get out of it either. "you know i can't cook. i live for moments like this." she smirked and she ran a hand through her hair and laughed at summer. "your a pig? look at me." then she said she wasn't fat and the blonde scoffed, "not yet but its obviously going to happen."

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[summer rayan arlington]

the two had been serious at points in time, but amanda katrina miller, well she was just fun to summer and she enjoyed her. she was one of the people that well showed her family the meaning of family. sure, summer had her way of nuzzling into people’s lives and at first she just knew amanda as the scary blonde who was going out with the man in love with explosives, well not really. actually she knew amanda as a victim of her and zofia lenobia’s plottage. though addy was more summer’s victim and well zofia and her were afraid of being amanda’s. she jabbed her boyfriend up with some sedation crap...she didn’t blame her! that was like the crazies shit summer ever did at hawethorne she thought...maybe not she was a pretty wild one, but the point was amanda took her in as a friend as well and she was grateful for that.

summer smiled at the laughter. yeah, it was about to get crazy it always did when the now olderish women got together. they knew how to get down and have a fun time. a little too much sometimes, because not only was amanda knocked up but so were her and hope. it kind of was sad that izzy couldn’t get knocked up again that was a trip. summer was still convinced it was connor’s lame as spermies or was it actually impossible for izzy to get knocked back up? it was a shame bitch got hot..or maybe it wasn’t maybe connor didn’t need no more babies. heck she stepped up with maddix! in her opinion it was her and amanda’s lesbian child and connor was just a sperm donor, but no one liked to see it that way and she didn’t have custody rights...it was kind of fucked. pry best for maddix anyways...summer was kind of a sex crazed dork?! she felt eyes on her and amanda and looked around. ”hi i went to a high school for the insane for a psychotic disorder...i see an imaginary person behind you be afraid” she said totally using addy’s disorder right now. hey she said it was her baby mama...she could pull and adrian if she wanted. the people looked away though and she smirked. ”dude it works....ill keep that in mind with my children” she snickered thinking out loud.


teaching was teaching..it was a piece of cake...in a sense to summer she taught five kids how to potty train..she taught girls how to leave her rockstar husband alone and she taught herself how to sow. summer felt like an badass really. teaching sex that was just kind of for kicks. she was highly educated in the manner and being that well sex, children, and more children helped her kind of stay sober...the woman owed a lot to the manner. it was weird to be a teacher though and teaching kids like maddix about sex. they were her babies...yet they needed to know. okay so they weren’t her babies but she considered them to be! she had yet to sit in one of mrs. millers classes but wished to because she used to play piano, guitar, and sing, but it kind of faded into the background and she figured it’d be inspiring.

the whole trio pregnancy was amusing. she wanted another little girl, but would be happy with a boy as well. sadie, stella, emile, clover, arden....alright so she had more females then male pop out the ol’ womb, but it was in fact something she wanted because clyde and arden...she had to boys running about the house she wanted another female! amanda needed one more than she did though. she was stuck with three boys in which one was a little well adrian clone and the other was kind of like connor with more amanda in him. he knew how to get his hands dirty and work. she thought it’d be badass if they had their babies around the same time, but summer was about two weeks behind hope and amanda. this time she wasn’t the first one poppin’



the fact she looked up made summer smirk. yup, it was like the maddix days all over again. adrian better watch out cause summer was going to up and give him the boot as well. ”sounds like we need to go to the kitchen..like we used to but you have to fucking dance with me.” she said smirking the two had done that before. ”you know you really should take lessons or something..then you can sit in here and call yourself fat because you’ll be cooking and eating up a storm” she taunted. ”i look at a simple sammich and turn it into a gourmet one with my eyes and through detail...pshh you’re not a pig” she said and then she snickered when she said she was going to get fat. ”you’re the one that let addy shoot up so...don’t bitch about being fat..you know there are contraceptives and you know pregnancy makes you put on weight..we’ll all just work it off together racing strollers or some shit” she said providing and alternative.


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amanda had used to just try to bully everyone in a way, mostly to get them to leave her the hell alone. she didn't really get along well with people for the longest time, mostly because she had lots of trust issues. not that they all just disappeared and all, she still had a lot of problems trusting some people but she dealt with it now. she didn't threaten everyone, instead she only threatened people who deserved it. mostly the 'mother' of her son's girlfriend ross. that woman made her anger go off the wall. it was worse than anything she ever felt towards marcus, alex, jared or even summer and zofia. however the last two was kind of all in fun? to kind of get amanda and adrian to do something? all she knew was that she wasn't happy to be pushed into a room and locked in, before her boyfriend was thrown in unconscious. yeah that was a bit, aggravating.

though she did seem to make up with summer because here they were, pretty good friends for the most part. now it was a fat pregnant reunion with the three girls. two of them teachers, one of the counselor and all three of them almost just as crazy as before. they were grown, and they did have the ability to be serious and punish the kids. but when they were together? well they were insane and they kind of just did whatever and didn't really think about it. or at least that was amanda, she just relaxed and did whatever she wanted. there were no consequences and there never will be at least not where mrs. miller was concerned.

amanda had a sexual disorder but she had slowly gotten better, not that the hyperwhatever was gone, but she understood how to control herself. she didn't got around fucking random people. not that she ever fucked a random person really..or well.. she knew three out of the four people she had fucked? she knew alex, connor and adrian..however the girl did not know the girl she had sex with. hell she couldn't remember her name either but if hse remembered correctly ti was tyron's sister? abi's husband? right. eh it didn't matter anymore. she was a married woman and the past was the past and it would remain the past.

when summer said she saw an imaginary person she couldn't help but crack up and she put her hand on her mouth, trying to calm down. that was some funny shit and she shook his head, "didn't realize i got pregnant by such an insane person." okay she did really get pregnant, twice by an insane person. and once by a partially normal person but the mentally insane was more her speed. she had adrian and summer. both insane good old husbands. it worked for her? it was kind of the girls wet dream. "i just actually ground my children then they realize that im not taking shit," she said with a shrug. usually amanda could handle her kids shit with just a wave of her hand as long as it wasn't horrible. but pregnant amanda, didn't like most the things her children were doing. if they looked the wrong way at someone, she just wanted to slap their heads off.

music was her life and well for the most part she was okay with teaching it. it was better than cutting into somebody and fixing something. not that she also didn't like cutting into somebody but if she was a doctor, she wouldn't have her children. and if anything her children had also become her life. she rather have two good things than one any day. and if you counted adrian, that meant the woman had three. then four if you counted her friends. everything here was pretty perfect if you asked her and she liked it that way. so boston was a good place for amanda.

the woman really did need a girl because her house was hectic enough with theseus, adrian and maddix. a little girl to kind of just dress up and have fun with would be pretty epic. maddix had been the one they taught all the music too. mostly because he was the first born and everyone was all 'oohh and ahh and baby' and stuff. he was also kind of lazy at times but he knew when to get off his ass and do shit much like amanda herself. theseus turned into a mini adrian and adrian was well..adrian. who wouldn't want a little girl? she needed some more estrogen in her testosterone filled house. plus a little mini amanda would be cute,scary..but cute. not that all her children didn't have a little piece of their mother, but a whole mini amanda would be sexy scary and she wanted one now.

"i'll only agree if you don't ditch me tere dancin again. dancing by yourself is never any fun." she was already starting to gather her things because this bitch was hungry and pregnant and there was nothing she could do about it. except eat of course. she shook her head at summer's ideas of taking lessons, "i burn water. even trying to cook, i'd fail miserably. plus if you don't want to cook for me. i'll get ross to do and then you won't be my baby daddy." she smirked and shook her head and laughed at summer once again. "i like being pregnant and i like sex and i like babies! one thing i don't like is the fat but i'm fine with getting rid of it by racing baby strollers." she shrugged and smiled before standing up and ran a hand through her hair and grabbed her stuff, "lets go lovely its food time."

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[summer rayan arlington]

the girl formerly known as lima never really got the wrath of amanda just a glare and nothing else. she didn’t bully her and had she summer probably wouldn’t have turned out to care for amanda too much, because she hated bullies really and wouldn’t understand it, but then if she found out the reason behind it she’d figure it was a different ball game. why? because it was because she was trying to push people away and those were the people that summer felt more inclined to befriending really. sure she did like friends that well just wanted to be friends, but she felt like the people that pushed they made good friends. why? well, because they just didn’t know the definition of a good friend yet. sure summer was a pain in the ass, but still.

the two hadn’t started off on the best foot, but they seemed to make up and well they were here in their thirties teaching and going to be preggo buddies once again. they had been with maddix and the twins and now it was going to be fun because they weren’t in school technically but kind of were. sure it wouldn’t be fun for maddix, clover, aster, and emile, but it would be one hell of a time for the two adult women. their kids saw the insanity and possibly the slight immature moments, but you only live once and well summer still felt young and she hadn’t hit forty yet so she was well in her opinion still in a bit of a prime and their kids would just have to accept this and move on as far as mrs. arlington was concerned.

summer rayann lima, really should have been at hawthorne academy for a sexual disorder much like amanda got changed to that woman was just addicted to the topic and having sex with her boyfriend and well a girl if the mix was thrown in there. it was the latter really but this sex thing she was just so addicted to it she was now teaching it. clyde knew how to handle her for the most part or so he showed her one day and well they didn’t have wild crazy sex like they used to and notify people they were doing it outside their windows, but they still had fun. it kind of amused her amanda had a hyperactive sex drive stuff she said could easily taunt the woman and drive her mad. of course, summer didn’t use it against her...but sometimes she had fueled addy to go have at it.

summer stared at her blankly when she started laughing at her as if it was not funny and she was serious but the had made her end up laughing. ”contain yourself” she said and then amanda galled her insane. ”oh come onnn” she said thinking of addy. ”adrian william is insane, but it doesn’t mean i don’t love him any less, because he gave me a very weird child?” she said talking about aster. ”who i will beat if he still keeps calling me old” she pointed out. she smirked when she said that she actually grounded her children and they realized that she wasn’t talking if you will. ”mine get grounded too in fact clover nicole was grounded for getting in a fight with faith alexia the other day” yeah she addressed the kids with middle names too sometimes just because it proved a point? she didn’t know why it sounded better sometimes in her opinion.

summer was the true definition of using her private area of a clown car. her kids were her life line though that and well music, but she decided not to pursue it, because she felt like she can do more with fashion. she did have some music that when she was younger was pretty and she still sang to clyde at least, but filthy couture was a sexy clothe line and she loved designing it and even modeling some of her clothes...but se had well sadie, stella, clover, and emile here, so boston was where she settled until her kids grew up and who knew where that crazy ride would take her and clyde. the two were pregnant yet again because clyde and her both loved being parents and who knew what this kid would be like but as long as he or she was healthy they would provide it with care, warmth, and love.


i was hungry okay and i didn’t want to burn the garlic bread” she said with a chuckle. yeah she had got her to dance with her and then ditched her, but food was at stake and they were both very much pregnant. amanda would have pulled the same move she was sure if she could cook? ”burn water?” she asked shaking her head. i’m always going to be daddy don’t get that shit twisted miller” she said pointing at her. ” sex and babies are great” she said smirking. ”and racing strollers will be epic” she agreed. ”yes, food time” she said standing up and looking around. ”see you squares later” she said not giving a fuck the rest of the teachers in here were boring.


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the miller woman was kind of glad her pushing and shoving didn't work out the way she wanted it to because now she had some of the bestest friends and one of the greatest husbands. of course he was a damn looney and all but he was her looney and she more than liked it like that. her kids were for the most part behaved, or as behaved as she could expect them to be. aster being much like his father and maddix being a lot like her in ways. well she never expected them to be perfect angels, that would be asking too much. but her friends were amazing and if she pushed them away she'd be a lonely woman with cats or something along those lines. she just wouldn't have been a very happy person.

it was a lot like maddix, emile and clo because they could take over the kitchens and eat and dance and be pretty fun losers. however their kids were probably face palming themselves because well, what kid wanted their pregnant mothers actinglike children? but the woman might have been grown up, it didn't mean they had to act like damn old people. heck amannda hoped she could still chop a penis, if necessary, when she was in her 60's. it'd be a good miracle and a fun time. for amanda of course..not for the poor man with no penis.

she didn't hide her past from her children but she told them not to follow in her footsteps. because to put it simply, it almost ruined amanda's life but thankfully her and adrian were in love and there was no problem with forgiveness. of course it took a bit to get to where they were now but at least they were damn happy. that was all that really mattered. she never touched alcohol anymore and the only person she ever had sex with was adrian and they were finally happy together without the craziness of the fucked up school back in maine. yeah, it was all over with finally and she was happy being here in boston withher friends and family instead of in texas being a doctor. yeah the music and family were way better.

she smirked whenn she called addy insane and amanda just shook her head, "he's eccentric and just the way i like it and yeah aster is pretty weird." not that amanda cared, becasue she just saw so much of adrian in aster it was kind of cute and sometimes she wanted to give him a kick in the butt but it was pretty much impossible to do so. "what were they fighting about?" of course she wasn't surprised they were fighting, all family fought and usually made up but sometimes it was sad to see the kids doing it too.

the woman laughed and shook her head a bit, "yeah right." okay so if the garlic bread was burnt, well amanda would have been sd but would have ate the crap anyway. what? no point in wasting food as long as it wasn't like charred black or some shit. "yes burn water," she said. what? the girl couldn't cook to save her life and she really could care less about learning. she had people to cook for her. namely adrian, summer and now ross cooked for her here and there and she thought maddix's girlfriend was the cutest thing. hell, amanda liked her when she said othello! "the best daddy," she said with a wink. before just laughing at summer and waving to the people around her and rolling her eyes as they made it out of the teachers lounge. "ah those people."

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Feb 22, 2012 13:13:35 GMT -5 summer rayan arlington said:

amanda, well she became one of summer's really good friends which shouldnt be completely shocking based on their friendship, but there had been times summer had doubt. though she would pry have let amanda stab her and not gave up because summer went from living in shadows at hawthorne to well loving people and earning their trust. did she mention love? she used to hat that effing word with a passion because she hadnt had it, but when she opened up she found love in friends and love in clyde noah arlington. now she had his last name, kids, and well heart as did him all but the last name and she had amazing friends to take with her forever and ever.
plus she had long ditched her drug days and felt like a rather accomplished being! she was very happy with what cards played out for her...everyone had ups and downs but there was no getting to where one needed to be without work and detemination and of course; struggle.

though there was never going to be things you could change about summer. her personality was too strong and humorous to even really want to tamper with! the now thirty-six year old mother of soon enough to be six was happy just being her and surely the only people that pry wished that changed from time to time were her kids. surely amanda, hope, hannah, and many other childrens kids felt the exact same way. though summer would be the likliest candidate to tell thme to go suck it..even if she loved them all! they would understand when they got older...but by that time summer hoped to be hand and hand with clyde and an old folks home stirring up trouble and getting their hearts racing to scary heights for old geesers.

hawthorne, well that was a place of the past surely and summer never hid things when asked, but she was very strict. sex, drugs, parties, those were experiences and challenges she protrayed...she wouldnt want her children falling to the same triumphs she faced. she was very mature in the sense and the best job she ever had was being a mother and not for a second had she taken that for granted. the brunette had been clean off drugs for a total of almost nineteen years and prided herself in keeping her children away from them.. though she wasnt sure if they knew her whole story or not...it was a tough reality for even summer to face. she was really fucked up beyond belief in her opinion.

"eccentric my ass' she said rolling her eyes and a playful smirk appeared upon her lips. "he's insane, but you know wouldnt love him any other way, he became a really good friend even if he almost blew me up..." she said thinking back to when he blew up his dorm she was just there in that area..her and her babies could have been dead...she would have haunted his ass for that. "aster he is spethial" she said with a grin. it was sad how much she liked poking fun at him! though he was the spitting image of adrian! that meant it was fair freakin' game. "apparently some boy...she said faith was sticking her nose where it didnt belong but that doesnt mean you get violent..i swear sometimes i wish i hadnt let someone train them to fight." she said with a sigh. "im always afraid theyll be in trouble with the law or something or even hurt someone really bad...violence just has no place in my family" she said being serious.

"briolers cook garlic bread fat...it couldve happened!" she chimed to her defense. burtn garlic bread though wouldnt be so bad if ib fact the cloves of garlic didnt diminish in the burn and kept the flavor...yeeah then summer would munch on down cause she had a food addiction! "amanda i dont even wanna know but water is supposed to boil not burn" she informed teasing her though surely she already knew this. she smirked when she said the best daddy and winked her way "and dont forget it" she said and shrugged when amanda said those people. "are going today ugly when their old...their personalities are duller then a bland rock" she said shaking her head some. "oh well at least i know im not a those people kind of gal" she said with a chuckle.

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[amanda katrina miller]

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there were a lot of things amanda had done at some point or another to someone she was now really close to. it was just in the blonde woman's nature to piss on everyone's cherrios and get away with it. or try to get away with it anyway. she even does it now in a different light. she likes to screw with her friends but more for entertainment then trying to push them away like when she was a teenager. of course the girl still threatens her husbands penis and she's usually proud when someone else follows. aster had come to threaten tits and its good enough for his momma to work around. maddix in general is just a bit of a lunatic and sometimes angers the shit out of this woman but on other occasions she finds him entertaining. and his girlfriend ross...well she wasn't angry at him for dating her.

though the girls 'parents' were a bit annoying and made the blonde want to stab them and watch the life bleed from their body. or at least her 'mother' not dannie of course. no, amanda adored dannie but her other mother pissed this blonde woman off to no end. nobody called her son trash, especially when he had the ability to come here for free and it was him who decided to work. maddix knew what was important in life and how to work for what he wanted and that what he did. he was much like his mother in the no gifts thing. but when it came to his family, he just took it with a few snappy remarks but went on with his life. if anything she was proud of her son for being who he was and that woman can choke on her metaphorical dick for all she cared. and she didn't care at all.

no amanda cared about one thing and one thing only. raising her children to do the right thing and though they were as crazy as their parents if not crazier, they knew right from wrong. she tried to teach them not to lie to her and that usually lying gets you into a hell of a lot more trouble than just telling the truth. drugs and alcohol were kind of off limits but as long as you were one hundred percent you loved the girl you were fucking then have at it. but come home with a baby, just know she wasn't about to become a live-in babysitter. though she trusted maddix and ross and she knew they were having sex. it was kind of obvious on maddix's face but it was what it was and she saw how they looked at each other. she saw a happiness radiating off of her son that was never there before and that alone made the woman happy. if ross' mother couldn't see the happiness or if she could and just didn't care, then the lady didn't deserve ross as a daughter.

"hey he's as eccentric as it gets." what? she was always defending her very insane husband because what kind of wife would she be if she didn't? even throughout all their breakups she always stood up for him because together or not she loved him and didn't like assholes thinking they could call him insane. however with summer, it was different because of who she was and that well they all knew he was fucking mental. so she wasn't angry, she was just kind of kidding in a way? "hey we needed out of that hell hole," she said with a little laugh. that was another thing that showed how much the two loved each other. because no matter what the other did, they still had their interests in mind. adrian took her with him that day, even if he hated her for having sex with alex. even if she hated herself for that. everything they did, only showed more and more how strong their love was. nothing had been able to tear the two from each other for long. violence. she really couldn't say the same thing? maddix seemed to always shoot someone with something but he wasusually always careful and the people he hit did kind of deserve it at times. "yeah..i don't think grounding maddix will keep him from shooting someone with a potato." hell...it was kind of her entertainment at times. being pulled into the principles office to be told her son was running a muck. she would be stern but she always left with a smirk and a wink towards her son.

"yeah yeah," she said to that because she was done talking about it now because all this damn talk about garlic bread was making her freaking hungry and so it was going to be damn over because she didn't need to be anymore hungrier when she was about to eat damn it. she just rolled her eyes about the water thing because she knew and that was why she just damn avoided the kitchen at all costs. it was way easier that way. and better for everyone around her. "agreed. i think they need a lesson on how to be young and sexy," she said with a smirk and just nodded in agreement to the fact that neither of them were those kind of people.

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[summer rayan arlington]

”i’ll give him creative and creative is as far as ill go, but if you blows up your dinner amanda that is not eccentric...wait my bad thats your job” she taunted the other woman with a wide smirk. oh how she couldn’t help her character to save her life. amanda somewhat walked herself into that one with not being able to cook. she wondered really how it worked. how did addy not blow up food? he used to blow up deserts and land his ass in isolation. really the thirty-six year old was baffled! ”i don’t get it...i don’t get how adrian cooks now with loving to blow shit up i really never understood it...do you eat take out a lot like i mean does he take you out to dinner and wine and dine you?” she asked looking at her serious. it wasn’t like she was calling her fat, but all these years and that question just was stuck in summer’s head. ”i loved that hell hole” she said biting her lip. ”despite it being hell at least i had all of you..” she said leaving it at that. her father had tried to make contact with her, but her mother royally embarrassed her on chat saying she’d be unfit to be a mother and then she pretty much wanted nothing to do with her grandchildren or summer. that hurt! it still hurt, because her children were the best children she could ever ask for. her mother was a stupid fool! she laughed a little. ”im surprised he hasn’t shot me with a potato... i made him sit in front in sex ed surely he must hate me for that” she said with a snicker.

”is someone hungry?” she taunted walking backwards into the kitchen. ”amanda katrina miller how much do you love me?” she joked the smirk on her face playing up widely at the short haired blonde woman. yeah she was going to have fun with this. why not? why she cooked she could poke fun of amanda and well the woman wouldn’t take it but with a grain of salt, because these two had known one another for about almost twenty years now. wasn’t that crazy to think of? friends for twenty years or something like that. ”clyde would kill me if i taught clover how to be sexy...he had a fit with roman and letting him into our home..yeah no he’d kill me but i can give maddix lessons if you please not like some of your sexy didn’t rub off on him because surely he didn’t get that from connor” yeah she loved to tease connor jean...it was fun! who didn’t?

”you know what we really need to do? we need to have a reunion i mean sure we see one another a lot but i mean its been years sense i saw willow and alex..and some others” she bit her lip. ”you remember that girl sawyer?” she asked her as she took out some goods from the fridge. ”did you know she’s my twin?” she asked her raising a brow. she found out some years ago she had a twin sister. ”i didn’t even know my parents had two of us...maybe they always longed for the other kid thats why they royally hated me” she said and looked at her. ”what kind of dressings do you like on you sammich misses miller tomato? lettuce? pickles?” she threw shit out there for her to get the picture and tell her how she wanted her food built up.


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