Drowning [open]

[lauren]

`brighteyedfuture
• IS ONLINE AND TYPING
• JAMMING TO 'SONG - Drowning Again by T-pain ft. One Chance'
• CURRENTLY IN THE MOOD FOR 'SINGING'
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Why can't everyone look to the future?
I mean, I don't think it's scary I think it's something to look forward to and exciting.

Some people are so immature and I just don't understand how people can be stuck here in high school, with the drama and the ridiculousness. Some people are so dumb… I don't know… I'm frustrated okay??

Why are people so.. why.. is he absent all the time? He won't answer my messages or calls, he's disappeared.

Not to mention the fact that.. I've felt like someone has been following me… why? I feel eyes on me.. menacing eyes, but I don't know where they are coming from. Is this school finally driving me insane?

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[nate]

Natedogg27
is online & typing

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CURRENTLY: Staring at the wall in my room
LISTENING: drop it like its hott by snoop dogg
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I can't answer why people are the way they are.
....But i can only say things have been very difficult for me.

for Lauren

[lauren]

`brighteyedfuture
• IS ONLINE AND TYPING
• JAMMING TO 'SONG - Drowning Again by T-pain ft. One Chance'
• CURRENTLY IN THE MOOD FOR 'SINGING'
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So you ignore the person that cares the most and would never judge you? I don't understand, have I done something to push you away?

I've.. just missed you is all you disappeared. I haven't seen you an any of our classes, you fell off the world or something…


I hope everything is okay though, you should come over to my dorm, no on is here right now, it would be nice to see you. : / <3
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[nate]

Natedogg27
is online & typing

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CURRENTLY: Staring at the wall in my room
LISTENING: drop it like its hott by snoop dogg
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Damn it Lauren don't be like that right now please,i have not been ignoring you at all and i have not been at school in over a month..

My mom has gottin worse and is currently on her death bed with stage four cancer,I've been working my ass to keep my family together and to keep my crazy ass aunt from drinking herself into a stooper or worse killing herself.

I just did not want you to worry.

I can't right now,i've gota take mom more clothes in a hour or so but what's up?

for Lauren

[lauren]

`brighteyedfuture
• IS ONLINE AND TYPING
• JAMMING TO 'SONG - Drowning Again by T-pain ft. One Chance'
• CURRENTLY IN THE MOOD FOR 'SINGING'
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I'm.. sorry. I could've been helping this whole time though… your mother and I got a long well… you know that she was becoming my second mom.. actually your family was becoming my second family.

I could be helping right now but instead you've been keeping me out of the loop.

I'll… help you catch up.. once you come back. But what about your dad I mean.. I understand the situation and all but does he not care? Can he not help with your brothers and sisters?

Let me help you please...
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[nate]

Natedogg27
is online & typing

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CURRENTLY: Staring at the wall in my room
LISTENING: drop it like its hott by snoop dogg
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Lauren it will be nice to have your help but are you willin to go back and forth with me?that's just not the hospital but maybe helping my little sister and brother at home?

When she dies i'll be he one to inherit everything and that includes custody of Kayla and Ned and ofcourse takin care of aunt because no one in my family will have anything to do with her.

You would be able to handle it all better then me?


Can you drive here in a hour?

for Lauren

[lauren]

`brighteyedfuture
• IS ONLINE AND TYPING
• JAMMING TO 'SONG - Drowning Again by T-pain ft. One Chance'
• CURRENTLY IN THE MOOD FOR 'SINGING'
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Of course Nate.. I'd do anything for you. You should've known that by now. Where's your dad, he won't help at all?

That's a lot of responsibility.. and you need to go to school. How about we switch off weeks? That way we can each go to school and then also take care of everyone we need to?

Yea, let me pack up some stuff and I'll be there as soon as I can.

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[nate]

Natedogg27
is online & typing

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CURRENTLY: Staring at the wall in my room
LISTENING: drop it like its hott by snoop dogg
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Fuck dad.
My aunt caught him a few weeks ago cheating on mom with some stripper then turned around and hit on aunt Gina when she was irate with him.

I don't want him to have anything with to do with my family anymore or me. I don't need his help!

Maybe with your help and Aunt Gina's help i can do this but i've gotta get her ass into some sort of rehab....

I'll see you soon.

for Lauren