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[faith alexia hollins]

sugar we're going down swinging ,

[atrb=style, background: #373737; border: dashed #ffffff 4px; border-radius:50px 0px 50px 0px;] [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, border: dashed #ffffff 3px; width: 400px; height: 500px; float: left; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 20px; padding-bottom: 25px; padding-top: 25px;] faith was always the type of girl that was always out there. she didn't keep anything a secret, she wasn't quiet, and she didn't care what people thought of her. so when james raped her and she stayed quiet, people immediately noticed something was off about her when she got on the schools chat room on her phone. she let out a sigh and put down her phone, before taking a drag of the joint she had. everything had just taken a turn for the worse today. she didn't mean for anything bad to happen, it just.. kind of did. she blew the smoke out and looked around her. it was freezing, she didn't know what she was thinking running out here after leaving james' dorm. it was freezing out here. letting out a breath and watching the smoky looking breath swirl, she couldn't help but think of the things that happened today. she didn't think that james would do that to her, she just thought she could punch him and leave. she should have seen the red flag when he backed up into his room after she punched him, but no. she had to be stupid and follow him. then she saw jj on chat and went off on him about flirting with ross. why did that even bother her? she didn't know.. she should be over him, but she knew she wasn't. she just couldn't admit it, she wanted to be over him. he hurt her, he made her feel worthless. and then he said that he wanted her back, but then went and flirted with ross.. she was hurt by it, but she wouldn't let anyone know that. she had to act like it didn't bother her. she couldn't get back into that mess again. she took in another drag, letting her eyes look up at the horse she had rode to get down here to the trails. she stood up and walked over to her, petting her softly, placing a kiss on the side of her face, "be glad you don't have to worry about all this shit," she said, in a quiet tone. click for outfit.

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[joshua james wilms]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 380px; border-left: 20px solid #7a9aa9; background-image:url(http://i583.photobucket.com/albums/ss279/legendskseeker/fk5qwnjpg.png); padding-left: 10px; padding-bottom: 20px;] Senseless Denial, We spun like birds on fire right down towards the residence and i I took all that I desired even crooks have to pay the rent We swam like rats on fire right, right down the reservoir We took all that we could carry but we tried to carry more joshua james wilms, was new to the school, but had already been labeled as a player due to the fact that someone caught him flirting right off the back upon entrance. his ex girlfriend faith alexia hollins attended this place! that was the one thing he was looking forward to getting back to what he had with her. yeah, he was a flirt and he liked to play/fool around and it wasn’t right, because the girl was a beautiful brunette her brown eyes were amazing and he wanted to look into them again and kiss her passionately like he had missed. that girl was his first everything. they were young still, but he wanted to make her his everything. jj shivered at the night air because it was brisk and chilly and he was out walking the trails, because well he had hope on his mind. she loved trails, and horseback riding. kicking a rock along the trail he looked about thinking about what was going to happen. she knew he was here and well she hated him or well she seemed like she hated him. the rock skipped about the ground and disappeared into some bushes after like the third kick. well, there went his activity! josh did not know what he expected to happen...did he expect her to come running back to him? no he cheated on her and well he still was a bit of a dog. not to mention that he ended up flirting with some girl in front of her. was he trying to make her jealous? he wasn’t really even sure, but he’d show her. he’d shower her in his love and she’d be his again. he couldn’t wait to hold her in his arms again and call her his.. jj had not rode, but he had walked all the way down here. he didn’t know how long he had been walking but he froze looking her over as she kissed the horse. her hair blowing in the wind and he heard her smooth voice. he didn’t hear what she was saying, but just the sound to his ears was nice. ”whats here name?” he asked not wanting to startle her and the horse so he had to say something. three-seventy-six, faith alexia hollins

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[faith alexia hollins]

sugar we're going down swinging ,

[atrb=style, background: #373737; border: dashed #ffffff 4px; border-radius:50px 0px 50px 0px;] [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, border: dashed #ffffff 3px; width: 400px; height: 500px; float: left; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 20px; padding-bottom: 25px; padding-top: 25px;] this young latina had always loved horses. her mother grew up with them, so she did too. it was crazy how much she was like her mother in some aspects of her life. she looked up at the horse and smiled a little. they didn't have to worry about anything, they were wild and free for the most part. it was how she wanted to be. for a while, it seemed like it was that way, but then everything started to go downhill. faith shook her head of the thoughts and took another drag of the joint before letting out the smoke, watching it swirl again. that's when she heard a familiar voice. her eyebrows came together and she looked over where the voice was, before she rolled her eyes and looked away from him, looking back at her horse, petting her, "her name is fireball.. she can get a little crazy sometimes," she said, shrugging her shoulders. she was one of the people that could handle riding her. she didn't want to put up with JJ right now. she just wanted to sit here and sulk, but she didn't want to do that in front of anyone, especially JJ. usually, faith wouldn't mind company, but.. it was JJ. he pushed her buttons with the, 'oh, we're gonna get back together' and his cockiness. if she hated anything, it was cocky people. funny how she dated him.. and how she still loved him, but again, she will never admit that. she went down that road and she refused to go through that again. she let out a sigh and looked over at him curiously, "did you walk all the way here? isn't that kind of.. boring?" she asked him. click for outfit.

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[joshua james wilms]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 380px; border-left: 20px solid #7a9aa9; background-image:url(http://i583.photobucket.com/albums/ss279/legendskseeker/fk5qwnjpg.png); padding-left: 10px; padding-bottom: 20px;] Senseless Denial, We spun like birds on fire right down towards the residence and i I took all that I desired even crooks have to pay the rent We swam like rats on fire right, right down the reservoir We took all that we could carry but we tried to carry more the teenage boy would openly admit to the fact he planned on making the hollins girl his again. she came from such a great family and she was such a great girl, but what his heart and his brain below said were two totally different things. he also did two totally different things but unbeknown to him she was off doing the same thing even if it wasn’t her style. the girl could party, but she was hesitant. she liked the scene, but it wasn’t in his opinion where she belonged. though, watching her long dark brown hair blow in the wind the small ash of red parting from her lips he knew what she was up too. he wondered how she got her party favors. though he saw his presence not startle her, but annoy her. he couldn’t catch the eye roll, but he could read into her, because throughout his relationship he learned how. it was a good thing to do and he’d recommend it to any guy in a relationship it really worked wonders in making a woman happy or girl. a ball of fire how ironic. it was exactly what faith normally was, but well she didn’t seem to happy tonight. ”can’t we all” he said about her being crazy. ”she doesn’t buck does she?” he asked concerned. he didn’t want faith falling from a horse that would not be good at all. there was something off about her but he wasn’t going to come here and question it. that wasn’t his place, but she was trying to escape something. her and her cousins pry got into a fight or something. living with family was great for one thing the fact that you knew them? though it was prone to more fighting in his opinion. ”yeah i did..” he said with a shrug. ”i guess, but i didn’t even realize i was out far” he admitted. he kind of lost track of time and such. ”what are you doing out riding alone?” he asked raising a brow kind of walking slowly closer not to spook ‘fireball’. three-fifty, faith alexia hollins

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[faith alexia hollins]

sugar we're going down swinging ,

[atrb=style, background: #373737; border: dashed #ffffff 4px; border-radius:50px 0px 50px 0px;] [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, border: dashed #ffffff 3px; width: 400px; height: 500px; float: left; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 20px; padding-bottom: 25px; padding-top: 25px;] faith looked up at fireball and ran her hand through her long hair before nodding her head, "no, she does. if she doesn't like you," she said, before looking back over at him, "she hasn't done that in a while, though." she'd been riding fireball for a long time, the two of them had bonded. she couldn't imagine riding another horse, it wouldn't be the same. she had grown attached to the brown horse, anyone could see that. without her knowing it, this was where she belonged. she didn't need to always party, it wasn't her scene, whether she knew it or not. she was just a down to earth girl, she liked to be outside and just riding horses or laying in the grass. she didn't need all of that crazy stuff she'd been doing. throwing down the joint and stomping on it, she pulled her cardigan closer to her before looking over to jj. he didn't realize he was out far? she didn't get how he didn't realize how long he had been walking, but then again, if someone was lost in thought, then she understood. however, lately she hadn't deemed jj as much of a thinker, since he thought that he could get away with anything. or atleast, that's what she thought, "that happens," she noted, nodding her head. she didn't really know what to say to that, because she wanted to act like she didn't care.. but that never worked out so well for her. when he asked what she was doing riding alone, she shrugged, "it's what i do when i have a lot on my mind," she said, honestly. she did have a lot on her mind; whether or not to tell someone about what happened, which she did.. she told jaz, hoping she'd know what to do. mainly she was beating herself up for going over there, then she was contemplating calling her dad, "it helps clear the mind." click for outfit.

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[joshua james wilms]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 380px; border-left: 20px solid #7a9aa9; background-image:url(http://i583.photobucket.com/albums/ss279/legendskseeker/fk5qwnjpg.png); padding-left: 10px; padding-bottom: 20px;] Senseless Denial, We spun like birds on fire right down towards the residence and i I took all that I desired even crooks have to pay the rent We swam like rats on fire right, right down the reservoir We took all that we could carry but we tried to carry more his eyes glanced upon her and the horse as she spoke. the words if she doesn’t like you lingering over him after they escaped that mouth of hers. yeah, was that a hint or just something he was extremely conscious about. the girl said he wasn’t getting her back just about enough and he never took it seriously, but the tone of the phrase did matter when she said it. it was like they were most of the time playing the ‘yes,’ and ‘no’ game when it came to i’m going to have you again...his thoughts were obviously stirred to yes, while she was slamming on the breaks? ”well, i am glad you’re safe on her” he said without contemplating it further. faith was safe and not getting bucked off, then that meant that well she charmed the horse much like she charmed other people, such as himself. jj’s eyes dropped on the joint she through down smothering beneath the flat she was wearing. she chose a really interesting outfit to come horse riding in, but he wasn’t going to comment on that right now. what was the point of smoking a joint in the midst of nowhere alone? the high could never last her long enoug not to mention warm her long enough. ”you cold?” he asked noting se was pulling at her cardigan. he’d always been a gentleman in the sense he’d never let a lady go cold. he’d take the shirt off his back before he ever allowed that to happen. no matter what. ”yeah” he said licking his lips. the boy was well aware that faith had a lot on her mind but allowing her to say it and analyze how she said it always worked better for him. ”wanna talk about it?” he asked hoping she could talk to him, but then when wasn’t he part of the issue? he wasn’t trying to flatter himself of anything, but he did figure he played a lot into it? asking never killed someone unless of course it was the wrong question, and in this case faith was too nice to kill. if she wanted to kill him she would have already done it. ”a good ol’ mind sweep does one some wonders” he said with a small smirk. three eighty-one, faith alexia hollins

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[faith alexia hollins]

sugar we're going down swinging ,

[atrb=style, background: #373737; border: dashed #ffffff 4px; border-radius:50px 0px 50px 0px;] [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, border: dashed #ffffff 3px; width: 400px; height: 500px; float: left; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 20px; padding-bottom: 25px; padding-top: 25px;] what faith had said before, it was a hint. it was obvious that it was, but she wouldn't admit it. it was kind of mean, in her opinion. she wasn't sure if fireball would like him, so she couldn't say that. it'd be funny, though, if she didn't. it hurt like hell to be thrown off of a horse, she'd know. it had happened to her the first time she rode fireball, but then the two bonded and it hasn't happened again, "yeah.. she knows i won't put up with her attitude anymore," she said, running her hand down fireballs mane, "she did throw me off once.. hurt like hell. momma freaked out and almost didn't let me ride her again," she rolled her eyes at that. because her mom was so protective, but she understood why. she looking up at him for a moment, not really knowing what to say again. of course she was cold, she wasn't wearing warm clothing. it was just a dress and a cardigan, but she wouldn't admit to being cold to him. then he'd try to be a gentleman and she was supposed to be mean towards him, but she wouldn't be able to be mean if he was being nice.. she just couldn't be, "no, i'm fine," she said, shaking her head, "i'm not cold.." she didn't want to take anything that was his, it'd make her feel terrible.. so she'd just lie. it was just a little cold weather, nothing she couldn't handle. she shook her head almost immediately. she didn't want to talk about anything that happened today, or anything really. she just wanted to keep quiet, it seemed like the best thing to do, "um..no.. it's complicated.." she said, her voice dropping into a quiet tone. why should she tell him anything, anyway? he proved he wasn't trustworthy, so of course she wouldn't spill her heart to him ever again, "yeah.. or i could just go get drunk and forget everything," she said, shrugging her shoulders. she'd be happy for a little while, anyway. click for outfit.

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[joshua james wilms]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 380px; border-left: 20px solid #7a9aa9; background-image:url(http://i583.photobucket.com/albums/ss279/legendskseeker/fk5qwnjpg.png); padding-left: 10px; padding-bottom: 20px;] Senseless Denial, We spun like birds on fire right down towards the residence and i I took all that I desired even crooks have to pay the rent We swam like rats on fire right, right down the reservoir We took all that we could carry but we tried to carry more joshua james, was not stupid he knew that was a hint. he wouldn’t want to ride fireball anyways, for the fear that she would kick him off with or without faith, well because he was the cheating ex. it was not called spite it was called karma. he didn’t want to know that pain of being thrown of a horse he had never and well he rode from time to time, but pry not nearly as much as faith? ”sounds about right” he said with a smile. yeah, did he mention that the girl in front of him was stubborn? he should pry end up keeping that to a thought anyways. ”ouch, well that isn’t nice” he said more directed to the horse then her or her mama. that look was kind of dumbfounded and well, he wondered about it he really did. should he take off his coat and give it to her because no possible way she could be warm in the attire she was in. she dressed for fashion and not the weather tonight...apparently. the girl kind of just stood there blankly and then said she wasn’t cold. yeah, jj, was stupid from time to time, but he wasn’t blind. ”you can be stubborn all you want, but you don’t have to lie” he said with a sigh taking off his jacket. ”i know its gross its mine, but i don’t want you freezing” he said moving closer slowly to hold it out to her. ”please, take it?” that was quick. well, maybe it was some guy she was seeing and she wanted to avoid the pain of telling him? he didn’t know, but he wasn’t going to push it. he didn’t want to force anything upon her. ”alright” he said kind of listening to her tone. he didn’t really know what it meant, but it didn’t sound good at all and it kind of made him frown. then she said she could get drunk and forget stuff which was typical behavior maybe? it didn’t sound too great though. ”that only numbs stuff for a short period of time. he said putting that out there. three-fifty-nine, faith alexia hollins

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sugar we're going down swinging ,

[atrb=style, background: #373737; border: dashed #ffffff 4px; border-radius:50px 0px 50px 0px;] [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, border: dashed #ffffff 3px; width: 400px; height: 500px; float: left; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 20px; padding-bottom: 25px; padding-top: 25px;] faith just rolled her eyes as he told her she was being stubborn. she knew she was, but she didn't want him to be nice. she didn't want to take his jacket, she just wanted to be cold. but of course he wouldn't take no for an answer. she took a step back, away from him, and shook her head, "no. i'm fine. i don't need your stupid jacket," she said, frowning a little, "if i needed a jacket, i would have brought my own." she just really didn't want to take it. okay, maybe she did, but she wouldn't admit it! if anyone asked, she hated the boy in front of her. him and his stupid jacket, "just slid the jacket back onto your shoulders and call it a day." just thinking about what happened to her was bad enough, she didn't want to talk about it with anyone. if she needed someone to talk to, she'd talk to her mom. that's the best person to talk to about these things; well, or her dad. she and her dad had a really good relationship, so she knew he'd listen. she let out a small breath of relief when he said alright, dropping it. then, she shrugged her shoulders when he said alcohol only numbed things for a short time. she didn't care, she knew what alcohol did, "i don't really care," she said, shaking her head. she just needed something to get her mind off of this; off of what happened. "why do you care anyway?" she asked, crossing her arms over her chest and raising an eyebrow at him. he proved to her that he didn't care about her, so why was he suddenly all up in her business? she didn't know if she liked it. click for outfit.

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[joshua james wilms]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 380px; border-left: 20px solid #7a9aa9; background-image:url(http://i583.photobucket.com/albums/ss279/legendskseeker/fk5qwnjpg.png); padding-left: 10px; padding-bottom: 20px;] Senseless Denial, We spun like birds on fire right down towards the residence and i I took all that I desired even crooks have to pay the rent We swam like rats on fire right, right down the reservoir We took all that we could carry but we tried to carry more the rolling of those pretty brown puppy dog eyes was not a shock to him. she was stubborn and annoyed with the fact he offered because she knew she was cold, but she was bitter and he didn’t blame her a bit. she had every right to be bitter. he wasn’t going to really take her no and her lies to heart. well, because he knew better he knew she was cold. who wouldn’t be cold in what she was wearing. ”if i was any other person you’d take the jacket, because no one can possibly be warm in your outfit in this weather miss hollins.” he pointed out and sighed still holding out his jacket. ”sure, but your pry forgot it and now you’re cold and you’re trying to be tough and prove to me that you aren’t cold, because its my jacket...” he shook his head at her. ”yeah, sorry thats not going to happen why don’t you slide the jacket on and maybe just maybe ill go away” he rhymed his words to hers for his own amusement. he wasn’t going to go away...but he just wanted her to get over the jacket thing and put it on already. she could get sick and he wouldn’t feel too well about that if that added up to be the facts. just thinking about what happened to her was bad enough, she didn't want josh, had no idea what had happened to her he couldn’t read this. she wasn’t an open book all the time. sure most times if something was off with faith josh knew because he had at one time been a good boyfriend. she was beautiful who wouldn’t want to study her. yeah, he fucked up he let sex get to his head and the fact he had it and wanted more kind of take over him and he ended up getting caught in a bad place. ”so you don’t care its going to go away for a little bit and then hit you like a brick tomorrow along with a hangover?” he asked raising a brow. sure, she didn’t. ”i made a big mistake, but that doesn’t mean i don’t care it proved to be really bad and i even lost you over it, but i do care about you faith whether you want to believe it is another story.” he said biting his lip. i care a great deal about you and regret what i did, but i can’t rewind i can only try and move forward and be there for you if you let me.” three-thirty-four, faith alexia hollins

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sugar we're going down swinging ,

[atrb=style, background: #373737; border: dashed #ffffff 4px; border-radius:50px 0px 50px 0px;] [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, border: dashed #ffffff 3px; width: 400px; height: 500px; float: left; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 20px; padding-bottom: 25px; padding-top: 25px;] he had a point, she would take the jacket if he were anyone else in the world. but he was.. well, it was him and she just refused to take it. she didn't care how cold she was, or how cold she would be later, she just didn't want to take anything that was his. she was being a bitter, stubborn teenager. shoot, she'd always been one and she wasn't going to change now. she just glared up at him and shrugged her shoulders, "you're right, if it was someone else, i would take it. but since it's you, i decline. thank you." she said, not caring if she sounded rude at the moment. she shook her head back and forth, "i'm not taking your damn jacket, just give up already." she really shouldn't have ran out without a jacket in the first place, or they wouldn't be arguing about this. she just wanted to be left alone, so she could sulk in silence. faith absolutely hated how he was just making good points today. no, she really didn't want to get drunk, only for the memories to come back, along with a terrible hangover. she hated that part of the party lifestyle that she'd been living. so, she just darkened her glare and let out a scoff. she just wanted to forget, and right now, that seemed to be the only option, even if she only forgot for a little while. it was better than sulking over it. she would just have to deal with what she could get right now, "no.. i don't care," she said between her teeth, looking down at kicking a little at the ground. dirt was now on her gray flats, but she didn't care right now. she looked back up at him as he gave his little speech about caring about her and the mistake that he had made. it was hard to keep her glare up. it faltered a bit as she listened to his words, and she let out a sigh. she ran a hand through her hair and bit down on her lip. she just stayed quiet for a moment, not knowing what to say. she could be nice to him, but she didn't want to be, "i don't believe it. for all i know, you could have said this to a thousand other girls, going on about how much you care about them, just to get into their pants," it was bitter to say, but she wasn't just going to let him back into her life just because he wanted to be back in it. click for outfit.

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[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 380px; border-left: 20px solid #7a9aa9; background-image:url(http://i583.photobucket.com/albums/ss279/legendskseeker/fk5qwnjpg.png); padding-left: 10px; padding-bottom: 20px;] Senseless Denial, We spun like birds on fire right down towards the residence and i I took all that I desired even crooks have to pay the rent We swam like rats on fire right, right down the reservoir We took all that we could carry but we tried to carry more joshua was on point more and more these days to be exact, but he�d would have to prove himself to little miss faith hollins who he had once kind of no...did betray he betrayed their love and he would have to earn it all back so she continued to be stubborn he shrugged his shoulders as well. �you�re welcome� he said biting his lip hearing the biterness or sterness in her voice a bit. he just kind of had to respect that, but he was just trying to help and maybe it hurt her more then it would help he against the weather. �fine whatever� he said and sighed just holding it and looking at the ground and then back up at her it kind of got silent for a moment, sometimes arguing with a brunette hard headed woman didn�t make sense. okay girl, but still all the same at some point you had to learn which battles you could win and which ones you would lose, but he was aware there was a chance she�d get too cold to the point where she would take his jacket with an attitude all the same she may be wearing it. yeah, he knew what it was like to be drunk and the bad stuff to come presenting itself into one�s brain again plus the headache it just really fucking sucked more than whatever it was she was going through. he knew that much and he was just pointing it out to her. he rolled his eyes when he had closed them because he didn�t want her to see because she had an attitude and he really didn�t want to deal with further attitude if that made any sense at all. he had opened his eyes to look at the seen before him and kind of bit his lip to hold back a laugh. �sure you don�t that�s why you�re getting pissy and getting good shoe�s filthy right?� he asked just going with it, because he couldn�t help it he was thoroughly amused even if it wasn�t exactly a positive time to be. �i didn�t say it to a thousand other girls i�ve said it to you believe what you want faith� he said seeing as he didn�t have a reason to really lie right now. �I don�t want in your pants.� he said shaking his head and shrugged, because he didn�t sure sex was great, but faith was different. he honestly didnt want just sex out of the girl he wanted that relationship again. it was weird for a player he was sure but what they had was fun! they were in a way even though he didnt want to admit it they were really rather cute together and he missed the time they shared together. three-seventy-six, faith alexia hollins

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